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Sunday, May 27, 2007

wow , i started a blog ...

Dunno what made me suddenly wanna start a blog ...
Maybe it's cause lots of people have blogs ?
But than again i'm not one who always goes with the crowd am I ?
Or maybe that's just what i think ...
I don't even know what's going on in my head anymore .

Who know's ?
I don't .

Maybe I just need to get away from reality for abit .
But in this society we live in , it just isn't possible.
Or is it ?

Right let's not go there ...

Anyway , it's Sunday .
A day of rest supposedly.
To many perhaps it is ...
To me it's just like any other day ...
A day that I need to get through ...
And what awaits me after I get through this one ?
Yes.
Yet another day .

I'm not complaining or anything ...
Life is as good as my parents can make it for me ...
I'm just messing up my own life ...
Heh ...
As someone who knows me will say ...
"Stop self-bashing"
But I guess that's just me .

You may argue that blogs only show the side of someone that , that someone want others to perceive ...
Perhaps I'm naive ...
But well I'm penning or rather typing down my thoughts into words for the first time ever ...
Perhaps you will gain more insight into the person I am ?
Or perhaps you will change your perception of me .
I guess it doesn't really matter to me , after all , I am supposedly posting all this on the internet .

Went to McRitchie Resovoir for a walk this morning with my parents .
I'm starting to like that place.
A place of solitude.
A place where one can think.
A place where for the moment , the only people you will see ...
Are people whom you may never meet or see ever again ...
And you are just left to your own thoughts ...

Wasn't really in the mood for a long walk so took the short route.
Kinda made the wrong choice ...
There were lots of people ... and every once a while there'll be somebody who will be using his/her handphone to blast music loudly.
For god's sake .
If you wanna listen to your music , at least have the courtesy to use a pair of headphones or something.
Not everybody want's to hear what you are blasting .
As if any of those people will read this post anyway ...
Heh ...

It's already six in the evening and I haven't done any of the things I had set out to complete.
So with that another day has gone away.

It's only another how many days to CT's ?
7 ? 6 ?
Let me check .
Oh . Wow . It's 9 days .
Heh .
But what have i studied ?

WDA - Do I even know what's going on ?
BLAW - I know half of what's going ... Not a lost cause ...
MWA - Gonna go do the workshops later ... I think ... Hopefully , I learn something ...
PKMT - I know like 1 in 4 things in this ...

This sooo does not look good .

You can see why I so need to get away from this life .
I don't even wanna mention about projects at this point of time .
Let me end this senseless post now .

Somebody to love - Nelly Furtado

I don't need nothing at all
Nothing but your kiss
Nothing but your arms
I don't need nothing at all

But somebody to love
Somebody to hold
Somebody that I can feel in my blood
Somebody to hold
Somebody to own
Somebody to make me feel I'm in love

aiky wrote in white | 5:28 PM