Heh ...

2nd Day of the long weekend ...

Still very unproductive ...

What's wrong with me ...

Spent the morning reading ...

Slept the whole afternoon ...

And lest I forget , it's my sister's birthday !

So a shout out to her

Happy 12th Birthday Girl !!!

I wish you all the best for your PSLE this year and your studies and all
Although you're not as smart as me =x
I'm sure you can do as well as I did or even better and go to a good secondary school
And please grow up , you're gonna be a teenager soon !
All the best Sis !

Right , I suppose I ought to go do something productive now ...
If I can ...
Haha ...


You know I love you, I always will
My mind's made up by the way that I feel
There's no beginning, there'll be no end
'Cause on my love you can depend





Ok ...
I can't resist making this post ...
Haha ...
Among the stuff I koped from ZX yesterday
Was

The Pinky and The Brain Theme Song !!!

They're Pinky and The Brain
Yes, Pinky and The Brain
One is a genius
The other's insane.
They're laboratory mice
Their genes have been spliced
They're dinky
They're Pinky and The Brain, Brain, Brain, Brain
Brain, Brain, Brain, Brain
Brain.

Before each night is done
Their plan will be unfurled
By the dawning of the sun
They'll take over the world.

They're Pinky and The Brain
Yes, Pinky and The Brain
Their twilight campaign
Is easy to explain.
To prove their mousey worth
They'll overthrow the Earth
They're dinky
They're Pinky and The Brain, Brain, Brain, Brain
Brain, Brain, Brain...NARF!

Haha ...
It's so making me laugh now !
It's on loop !! LOL !!






Just gonna do a short entry for today

Didn't do much today ...

Not a very productive first day to my long weekend ...

Heh ...

Spent the first part of the morning ...

Playing MW4 Mercs

Damn it's fun .

For a BattleTech© fan that is ^^

Spent the afternoon till evening in fact to finish reading Rainbow Six
Heh ... Despite reading it countless times already ...
It still is a great read ...

Spent the latter part of the evening to listening to music again ...

God ... I so need to go do what I'm supposed to do ...

So thats it for now ...

Cheerio

You're not alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
You're not alone
When your world is falling down
I will be the one around
You're not alone





Heh ... This is how i start my long weekend ...
By writing this entry ...
Haha ...
Was too tired to write this last night ...

As to why there's a long weekend ?

Well all credit goes to yours truly : )
In theory , there's only one lesson today for our class ...
And it's merely a 1 hour lesson ...
So on Tuesday I called up Jenny and explained our situation and proposed that she bring forward the tutorial to yesterday ...
And since we didn't have BMGT lecture anyway ...
It was a solid plan.

Tommorrow , again there's only 1 one hour lesson for WDA ...
So I called up Jeannie yesterday , and I asked her what she needed to cover ...
She said , well there really wasn't anything to cover ...
So way hey hey ...
Long weekend !

WOOTS !

Anyway ...
Despite trying my very best ...
I was still late for MWA class ...
Sorry 'Mam =x
Got back MWA CT ...
Did rather ok lar ...
78/100 ... Bleahz ...
Talked about alot of non-mwa stuff with Jenny ...
Haha ...

And HT ... Don't let this CT's put you down ...
It's already over ...
So now ...
LET'S MUG FOR FINALS !!!
RAWR !!

Went for lunch at MegaBites© at SIM with
HT , Liana and Perlyn ...
Ahmad dunno lag in class doing what ...
He only joined us later ...
Somehow Ken appeared ... Dunno why ...
Notably absent was Shane ...
Dunno what he doing ...
He only came to school for BLAW Lecture ...

After lunch ...
Went to this area beside LT 51 isit ?
I forgot where ...
The place we had PBA lecture last sem ...
With Liana and HT ...
I was supposed to be doing IIP with Liana but ...
Lalalala ...
Ended up doing other things ...
Like sleep =x
LOL ...

Went for BLAW lecture ...
BLAW lecture never fails to amuse me ...
I think a book can be written entitled
"Bloopers Made During BLAW Lecturers : In Slides and In Speech"
Lalalala
Don't Sue Me ! =x

After BLAW lecture ...
Me , HT , Perlyn and Liana accompanied one Shane to go view his MWA paper ...
Yeah ... 4 ppl who didn't have anything better to do went with Shane to view his MWA paper cause he missed class in the morning ...
See how good friends we are !!
Touched anot ??
LOL ...

Went to canteen and slacked for awhile ...
Originally was cause HT wanted us to accompany him till 6 while waiting for his guitar ...
In the end he pangseh us ...
ASS !!

Went to the bus-stop opposite KAP to meet my senior Zhi Xiong ...
Funny how i still call him my senior even though he hasn't been my senior since 3 years ago in VS ...
But i guess old habits die hard ...
Went for makan near his place ...
Than went to his place to slack for quite a while ...
He koped a total of 11GB of stuff from me lar ...
Music , Movies , WC3 ...
Lalala ... File Sharing ...
LOL ...

I only took 1GB of music from him ...
You still owe me 10 GB of stuff !!
RAWR !

We talked alot ...
But still lots of things that will be talked about at another time I guess ...
We should meet up more often ...

Went home ...
Tired ...
Brain wasn't functioning too well ...
KO-ED

Well that was yesterday ...
Gonna go do stuff now ...



That's What Friends Are For -Dionne Warwick
So Keep Smilin' and Keep Shinin' people : )





忘情水 - 劉德華

曾經年少愛追夢
一心只想往前飛
行遍千山和萬水
一路走來不能回

驀然回首情已遠
身不由己在天邊
才明白愛恨情仇
最傷最痛是後悔

如果你不曾心碎
你不會懂得我傷悲
當我眼中有淚別問我是為誰
就讓我忘了這一切

啊～給我一杯忘情水
換我一夜不流淚
所有真心真意任它雨打風吹
付出的愛收不回

給我一杯忘情水
換我一生不傷悲
就算我會喝醉就算我會心碎
不會看見我流淚



让我忘了这一切 ...
可是我忘得了这一切吗?
我就是忘不你 ...
一直想着你 ...
一直想着你 ...





For some unknown reason ...
Super high today ...
Haha ...

I think our WDA tutor thought I was mad ...
Haha ...
Did the workshop before class ...
Went to class to shake leg ...
LOL !!

Oh ya ...
Got back WDA Paper ...
Got 88/100 ...
Pretty Crappy ...
Top Scorer was Wanxia 97 marks was it ?
Second was Perlyn ...
They all imba lar ...
This handy little graph I made says it all !!

Right ... Went for lunch after WDA ...
Lalala
Went to SIM to eat the Western food AGAIN !!
With the same people ... LOL ... Shane and HT ...
Slacked there for a while ...

Than moved to our next slacking location ...
Library ...
Bought bubble tea ...
Shane and HT got some super sweet stuff ... Felt like drinking pure sugar ...
Haha ...

We slacked on the couch in front of the BBC TV for an hour ...
One of the anchor's for BBC looks like a trans ...
Ewwwwwwww ...

Moved to the couch in front of the Discovery Channel TV ...
Caught this programe called er From The FBI Files ...
Or something lar ...
Maybe we were bored or something ...
But it seemed pretty interesting ...
Commercial Break Time ... Shane siamed when i took out my camera ... LOL ... He was actaully gaying with HT ! Haha =x

Went for BLAW tut ...
Nothing interesting except we got back our BLAW paper ...
I did quite ok lar ... 83/100 ... Bleah ...
Again the imba people
Wanxia got 98.5 ? / 100
Perlyn got 94/5 ? / 100
Once again , Aiky's Handy Dandy Little Graph © shows in graphic detail how we all did .

Right ... BLAW ended early ...
Went with HT and Liana to library ...
Slacked around ...
Me and HT did our PMKT E-Learning Stuff ...
Liana listened to the BMGT E-Lecture conducted by our very own PMKT Tutor Henry ...
She kept laughing and asking us what Henry was saying ...
Due to major dilly dally's on HT and my part ...
We only left school at like 7 +

Went to opp beauty world to eat ...
I ate some funny fried rice ...
Ht ate some funny fried rice ...
Liana ate some normal fried rice ...
LOL ...

While on the bus home ... an old friend called me and we did some catching up ...
Quite some time since I met up with him ...
Sigh ...

Got home and saw this extremely extremely rare sight ...
Wonder when't the next time I will see this ...
Yeah ... That's my brother ...
And he's doing homework !!!
ZOMGWTFBBQ !!!

On a side note ... I've listened to Something Stupid 157 times ...
I'm starting to feel stupid ...
Lol ...

向左走向右走 - 光良

我真的迷了路
在喧闹人群中
有个我
静悄悄地走过
如果你是真的
想念就是真的
分两头
从每一条路到每一个错过
一直走
也许不知道往哪里走
我相信
梦就是轮廓
而我们围绕着在寻找中
爱在某个角落
向左走还是向右走
几天几遍我一直走
晴天雨天没有停过
你一定要等我
向左走还是向右走
我努力选择努力记得
不管世界有多辽阔
只要向着你走





Wheeeeeeee

It's 2am in the Morning ...
No I'm not crazy Amanda ...
I slept rather early last night ...
So I've had roughly er 5 hours of sleep ...
Yup ... So don't worry !
Haha ...

I love the early hours of the morning ...
The peace and tranquility that can only be found during this time ...
Is best for thinking ...
And hence if I'm focused ... That is IF I'm focused ...
And not falling asleep ...
It's the best time for me to study ...
Haha ...

Heh ...
There was a time ...
Where I used to get up at 2am everyday ...

TO GAME !

Man ... That was a long time ago ...
A very different time ...
I miss those times ...
I know it's stupid to say this but i'll say it anyway ...
I miss my online friends alot ...
Used to be I had this huge bunch of people to talk to ...
Now even though I still have a huge bunch of them on MSN ...
We don't talk much anymore ...
It's just different ...
Or maybe it's just me ...

I have this tendency to just break off from people ...
If I meet them regularly , than maybe we'll talk again ...
If not , well , it was nice knowing you ...

Sad huh ...

Nah,
I'm not emo ...
Just feeling abit sad thinking about it ...

Oh well's before I do head down that road ...
Gonna end this entry now ...

朋友 - 周华健

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽

真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中

朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我



To all my friends, past and present, I have never really forgotten anyone of you ...
So don't forget about me !



therearesomethingsireallywanttosaybutijustcan'tsayitoutyou'llneverunderstandwhatiwanttosayandyou'llneveracceptthosewordsfromme
butijustcan'tstopbeingmyselfanymorethananyoneelsecanstopbeingthemselfican'thelpmyselffromthinkingandthinkingandthinkingofyou
it'sjustmebuti'lltry





1/3 no Junjou na Kanjou - Siam Shade
~Rurouni Kenshin 6th Ending Theme

I love you so much it's tearing me apart
But I can't say even 1/3 of this
These pure feelings are all in vain
I can't even say "I love you," my heart

On long, sleepless evenings my thoughts of you
Whisper to me "It must be love"
This throbing that endlessly speaks to me
Changes into a feverish sigh

Give me smile and shine days
With your smile
I'm able to withstand
The cold of the freezing nights

I love you so much it's tearing me apart
But I can't say even 1/3 of this
These pure feelings are all in vain
I can't even say "I love you," my heart

Just like the summer rains that moisten my dry skin
Your smile is dazzling

Give me smile and shine days
Please don't get look so grave
Because no matter what problems we have
We'll get over the obstacles

No matter how much I love you
I wonder if you would hear these thoughts
When I can watch you the words I can't say
Dance in the skies

The more we're apart
The more I realize you're the one I love
Even when I wish, no matter how hard I wish
I can still feel the painful distance, my heart

Give me smile and shine days
Give me smile and nice days
If only I could hold onto you
With these arms

No matter how much I love you
I wonder if you would hear these thoughts
Even though in my dreams
I certainly should have been able to say them

I love you so much it's tearing me apart
But I can't say even 1/3 of this
These pure feelings are all in vain
I can't even say "I love you," my heart

Secret Base ~ Kimi ga Kureta Mono- Zone

I'll never forget being with you at the end of summer

With our dreams of the future and big hopes
I believe that ten years later in August, we'll meet again
Such great memories...

We met in a sudden instant at the intersection on the way home
And you called out to me, and said "Let's go home together"
I was so bashful that I hid my face with my bag
But I was so very, very happy

Ah, the fireworks burst in the night sky so nicely, it kinda hurts
Ah, the wind flows by with the time

We had so many happy, fun adventures
Together in our secret base

I'll never forget being with you at the end of summer
With our dreams of the future and big hopes
I believe that ten years later in August, we'll meet again
I knew that, until the end, you were shouting
"Thank you" from the bottom of your heart
Farewell while smiling and holding back tears is so hard
Such grand memories...

Ah, summer break will end soon
Ah, I hope the sun and moon make friends

We had so many sad, lonely arguments
Together in our secret base

I knew that, until the end, you were shouting
"Thank you" from the bottom of your heart
Farewell while smiling and holding back tears is so hard
Such great memories...

Nothing can be done about your sudden transfer
I'll write, and call
So don't forget me
Forever, in our secret base

With you at the end of summer, we talked on and on
After the setting sun, we gazed at the stars
I'll never forget the tear that flowed down your cheeks
I won't forget
The way you waved to me until the very end
So let's stay this way in our dreams, forever...

I'll never forget being with you at the end of summer
With our dreams of the future and big hopes
I believe that ten years later in August, we'll meet again
I knew that, until the end, you were shouting
"Thank you" from the bottom of your heart
Farewell while smiling and holding back tears is so hard
Such grand memories...
Such grand memories...

An ode to childhood friendships and memories ...
Of a time gone by ...
When there was nothing to worry about ...
Such good memories ...
Brings tears to my eyes ...

Ironically , I lost contact with the person who sent me the song and explained the song to me ...
The irony eh ...
Another lost friend ...





Unwell - Matchbox 20

All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be

Feel like , I'm heading for a breakdown .

I'm tired of this .

So so tired .

I want to get free .

I want to get free .

I want to get free .

But .

I just can't break free .





Today, I am again reminded how much my Mom and Dad loves me and siblings.
And my aunty too .
I love them sooooooooooo much .
I am really thankful to have this wonderful family .

Got up at 8am ...
Was still sleepy ...
Went back to sleep and woke up at 9.30 ...

For some crazy reason ... I wanted to go eat chilli noodles again !
I walked over to my parents room ...
And said to my dad : " Dad , can we go Beach Road for lunch ? I wanna eat chilli noodles ."
He replied straight away , " Ok , let's go . Wait for your brother to get back from school and than we'll go "
Do note that my parents have just come back from overseas last night , and are probably still quite tired , but still they didn't want to disappoint me .

So after my brother got back, and the usual dilly dally's , we finally left the house for lunch !

As usual , the Beach Road Hawker Center's carpark was filled to the max .
Dad dropped us off while he went off to find a parking lot .
We found a place to sit and went off to get our food .
Chilli noodles for me !!!
And my dad.
And my aunt.
And my bro.
LOL !

Mom had fishball bee hoon , while sis had Japanese food (as usual)

After that we had

BELGIAN WAFFLES WITH GELATO AND CHOC DIP !!!!

WOOTS !

Bleah ... Again ...

I FORGOT TO TAKE PICTURES !!

LOL

I shall have to go down again some day to take some pictures and at the same time eating again of course =x

Lalalala

After lunch went to Bras Basah again o.0
Cause my aunt wanted to get some cooking books at Popular and my Dad wanted to get some stationary for us .

On the way to the stationary section , my bro and I made a detour to the computer games section ... haha ...
We picked up two games that although were quite old were games we have wanted for some time and just didn't wanna buy them when they were first released cause they were too ex ...

Red Faction II and Mechwarrior 4 : Mercenaries

Heh ... I'm so looking forward to playing this games ^^

We than went up to the stationary section ...

I needed to go to the toilet ... and this is the point where two absurd facts comes up .

Absurd Fact : This whole building has only 1 toilet . At the ground floor next to the food court .
Absurd Fact 2 : It cost 10 cents to get in . Pay for entry toilets still exist in Singapore ??!!

Anyway went back up and found my dad looking at laptop carrying cases.
He said : " You're looking for one right ?"
I was like "Yar."
So he got me one .
He never forgets anything I say I want .
It just show's how much he care's for me ...

After that Mom didn't feel too good so she wanted to go home ...
Dad wanted to fetch her home , but she knew that I wanted to go walk around and see stuff so she told Dad that she could go home on her own .
At this point in time, I had two options .

One - Go with my aunt to town - I wanted to get some shirts and she was gonna get some for me if I wanted to come along ...
Two - Go with my dad to take a walk around Funan to look at tech stuff ...

I went with two =x
My bro came with us and
My sis went with one .

Btw Here's a pic of us =D

My younger bro Aik Sheng , Myself xD and my sis Chen Eng .
Aren't they cute ? <3
As you can see their height is almost at mine lar !!
And they're only 13 and 11 respectively ( Well their birthdays aren't over yet soooo ... lalalala)

I've got this feeling they'll be taller than me =/

Anyway ...
Went first to City Hall cause Dad had to top up their ez-link cards ...
Than went to Robinsons to look at clothes .
Got 2 bermudas .
Didn't get any shirts , they didn't appeal to me ...
Again, my dad doesn't forget anything i want ...
I told him i needed to get shorts like weeks ago ... weeks man !!

Went over to Funan ,
We were deliberating whether to get a 500GB 3.5" Ext Hardisk or not ...
After much looking around , I felt I didn't really need to get it now ...
And the prices are gonna drop again anyway ...
So we'll just wait =x

Saw lots of games that recently came out ...
Well some not so recent but still relatively new lar ...

Games Wishlist =x

Burnout Revenge for the Xbox 360
Need For Speed Carbon for the Xbox 360
Blue Dragon for the Xbox 360 => This New RPG Kicks ASS !
Halo 3 for the Xbox 360 (Although it's not out yet and won't be out for a long time =x)
CnC 3 for the PC

And some other games which I forgot the titles ...
Lalala ...
Haha ...

Got aquainted with some new stuff ... Looks like more cool gadgets are coming out ...
If only I had the $$ to get my hands on some ... Haha ...

Dad and Bro had dinner but I didn't feel like eating ...
But as we were leaving , I felt hungry so got a Subway sandwich .

Footlong Subway Club ! With all the Vege's !

Haha ... A foot of healthy food !
Had it to go .

By the time I got home I was pretty much very hungry lar ...
Mom and bro ate 1/4 each
Dad didn't want to eat , so I ate in theory 1/2 the sandwich ...
Man it was good ...
Not to mention healthy ^^

Anyway , while I was writing this entry halfway Dad came over and started to show me pictures he took during his trip with Mom ... More than 800 photos were taken !

Here are some ,

Breathtaking isn't this ?
And another magnificent sight ...
Xiong : "I wonder what's inside ?"
Mao : " I wonder too ... "
Thats my Mom and Dad !

Love my family loads !

Wow, it's already 1am in the morning ... Haha ...

Off to go listen more to that song I needa learn ...
It's starting to bug me ... RAWR ...

So for an unprecedented 2nd day, I present

Something Stupid - Robbie Williams & Nicole Kidman

I know I stand in line
Until you think you have the time
To spend an evening with me
And if we go someplace to dance
I know that there's a chance
You won't be leaving with me

Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place
And have a drink or two
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you

I can see it in your eyes
That you despise the same old lines
You heard the night before
And though it's just a line to you
For me it's true
And never seemed so right before

I practice every day to find some clever
lines to say
To make the meaning come through
But then I think I'll wait until the evening
gets late
And I'm alone with you

The time is right
Your perfume fills my head
The stars get red
And oh the night's so blue
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
I love you...

80 playcounts and counting ... LOL





Did many things I've wanted to do for so long ...

After 6 months of no movement -
I present !
Yeah .. Finally got my Mage to Level 121 ...
Don't see any way I'm getting to 122

On an impulse,
Decide to head down to Beach Road for lunch.

CHILLI NOODLES !!

Didn't get a pic cause ...
I was starving ...
I bought . I placed the noodles on the table . I ate .
SHIOK MAN !
I must have not eaten it for too long ...
Haha ...
I'm so gonna go there sometime soon to go eat it again !

Since I was in the area decide to head down to Bras Basah to hunt for books.
First shop I entered was a mess .
But had a good haul ...
Although I spent nearly an hour hunting for books in there,
I got 4 books for 4 bucks !
And 2 of those books I've been looking for , for ages .
Next store i went to,
Found one of the books i wanted within 5 mins.
But .
It cost me 13 bucks .
But than again it was in a "brand new" condition .
So I guess I'm happy with it .
Next store .
Spent 30mins .
And found nothing .
Last store , spent another 30 mins and got 3 books for 7 bucks .
The sense of satisfaction after finding these books ...
Is good .
Haha ...

My haul - 24 bucks for 8 books =D
Though in theory it was just the book on the top right that jacked the price up so high .
If not it's 11 bucks for 7 books .
Haha ...
These baby's are gonna be my companions in the months to come .

Only thing was that there were so few shops left . I expected more .
Maybe I took too long to decide to come down and hunt for my books .
And also . After this round . There will be far fewer books or even no more books left to search for there .
Oh wells .
Quite happy managed to get some new books after so long .
That I've been looking for them is a sweet bonus . ^^

Went to the airport after that.
Too lazy to head home first.
Reached around 4.15

Spent about an hour just watching planes take off and land .
I envy those people on the planes taking off ...
They're on a journey to somewhere else ...
For business or leisure .
At least they're able to get out of this place for a while .

I wanna be able to do that too .

Went to Mac's .
Got a drink .
And sat there reading till around 8.30 .
I must say .
It was nice .
No worries . No stress . No one to bother me .

Funny thing to note, while I was there , the manager chased away many tables full of people studying . While I was left undisturbed even though I had merely bought a drink and was reading . I sat there for 3 hours . Haha .

Went to check out the Arrivals Board for my parents flight ...
The flight was apprently moved up ...
Or so I thought ...
In the end the plane landed at the original time given ...
Think it's the busy period or something but around that time there were like 7 or 8 flights landing quite close to each other .
Hence the delay back to the orginal timing .

Someone requested a current picture of me =x
Yeah, I was bored during the delay ...
Haha ...
Anyway ... My Parents are back .
So happy to see them =D
I missed them so much .

Well , off to do something else now .
Well actaully gonna go learn the song below ...

Something Stupid - Robbie Williams & Nicole Kidman

I know I stand in line
Until you think you have the time
To spend an evening with me
And if we go someplace to dance
I know that there's a chance
You won't be leaving with me

Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place
And have a drink or two
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you

I can see it in your eyes
That you despise the same old lines
You heard the night before
And though it's just a line to you
For me it's true
And never seemed so right before

I practice every day to find some clever
lines to say
To make the meaning come through
But then I think I'll wait until the evening
gets late
And I'm alone with you

The time is right
Your perfume fills my head
The stars get red
And oh the night's so blue
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
I love you...

Me and Amanda Biao Jie are gonna perform this song for Syl Biao Jie's Wedding =D
As of now I've listened to this song 50 times in a row .
It's on loop .
Haha .





Endless Rain - X Japan

I'm walking in the rain,
though everything seems to be hurting me for some reason.
There is only nothing.
Just kill me now ... as I roam forever.
Until I can forget your love.

To me sleep is a confusing, narcotic
that only quiets the beating heart.
All my love seems to flow from my body like a heart felt memory.
I keep my love for you to myself.

Endless rain, fall on my heart In this wounded soul.
Let me forget, all of the hate, all of the sadness,

Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by.
As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me.
You're just an illusion.
When I am awake, my tears have dried in the sands of sleep.
I'm a rose blooming in the desert.

It's a dream, I'm in love with you.
Hold me warmly in your arms.
I awake from my dream
I can't find my way without you

The dream is over.
I can no longer hear the voice of your gentle words.
Floating off tear stained walls.
So awakening in the morning, I'll move into my dreams ...
until I can forget your love.

Endless rain, fall on my heart In this wounded soul.
Let me forget, all of the hate, all of the sadness,

Endless rain, fall on my heart, in this wounded soul.
Let me forget, all of the hate, all of the sadness.
Endless rain, let me stay a memory in your heart.
Let me take in your tears, take in your memories.

Where did it all go wrong ?

I don't know .
I only know .
It's my fault .

Been sitting in my room .
Alone .
In the dark .
Searching for an answer .
That eludes me .

I can't sleep .
I can't stop thinking .
I can't get an anwser .

I only know that it hurts really bad .
It hurst so bad .
I cried .

Why is it affecting me so much .
I have no answer .
Perhaps the answer is right there .
But I choose not to accept it .
At this point in time .
I really don't know .

I wish I could talk to someone .
But there's no one to talk to .
No one know's me that well .
No one know's what I'm going through .
No one really understands me .
For too long, what everyone has seen is but an image of my true self .
No one know's my complete past .
No one know's me .

I am alone in this matter .
I started it .
I must end it .

But there is no answer .

Where did I go wrong ?

I have no answer .

Only this feeling of being lost .

The Sound of Silence - Simon and Garfunkel

Hello, darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision
That was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone
Beneath the halo of a street lamp
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed
By the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never share...
And no one dare
Disturb the sound of silence.

"Fools," said I, "you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows."
"Hear my words that I might teach you,
Take my arms that I might reach you."
But my words like silent raindrops fell,
And echoed in the wells of silence.

And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made.
And the sign flashed out its warning
In the words that it was forming.
And the signs said: "The words of the prophets
Are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls,
And whisper'd in the sound of silence."

My only constant friend, the sound of silence .





Woke up today ...
Opened my laptop cover and smiled .

Kitaro - Full Discography
Download is Complete

3.06 GB of Music ...
Music that really stirs the soul ...
And it's all mine to listen too ...
Muhahaha ...

Not that i expect alot of people to know who Kitaro is ...
Haha ...

This is real music .
Music that can get you on your feet .
Music that can put your mind at ease.
Music that takes your mind on a journey to a place far away.
Music that just takes you away from this place .

I'm gonna enjoy this
: )





Not as productive a day as I planned it out to be ...
Haha ...
No plan survives contact with the enemy they say ...

Finished only one of the tasks I set out to do ...
Perhaps I'll go work on more stuff after this post ...

Intended to take a short nap ...
But ended up sleeping the whole afternoon away ...

Woke up around 5 ?

Finished up some loose ends ...

Than left the house around 6+ to head down to Vivo to meet Aunt Jane ...
Due to unforseen circumstances ... ( insert Traffic Jam here )
I reached Vivo at around 7.30 ...

Went to get a haircut ...
Meh ... I think it looks weird ...
Than again ... I always think I look weird after a haircut ...
So in theory, it's alright ...
I think ...
Haha ...

Went to Kim Gary's again !
Had the Steak Curry Baked in Cheese ...
Mini Drumlets
Chicken Wings in Cheese
And some funny sounding honey drink ...
God ... It was so sinful ...
Think I gaine a kilo or two ...
RAWR ...
I shall not eat today !!
Must maintain my weight below 90 !!!!!

Right ... Gonna go do something else now ...


你要的不是我 - 林俊杰

怎么能忘 时间多长
你快乐吗 想代替你回答
你知道吗 走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂 沉默伤悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落
我被遗忘在 你遗忘的角落






I'm up ... already ...
Haha ...

Couldn't really sleep ...
Too many things on my mind ...

Well ...
Carpe Diem !

Since I'm already up ...
Might as well make the most of it ...

Lock and load .
I'm ready for anything that comes my way today !

Bring it on !





Heh ... It's nearly 3 in the morning ...
The time when if we are asleep, we would be in the deepest slumber ...
But, I'm not asleep ...
Instead I'm writing this entry before deciding what to do next ...
Sleep or go read something ...

Anyway , woke up yesterday feeling so much better ...
Gotta love panadol ... Haha ...
Wonder how i'll wake up later ...

Still the one remaining irritant was my throat ...
Which at this point is still irritating the hell outta me ...

Spent the day reading and reading ...
Some course material , some parts of the novel I've been reading for quite some time ...
Haven't had the focus to read on through in a long time ...

Did lots of thinking ...
Lots of listening to music ...

It never fails to amaze me how much thinking a person can do ...
One could be thinking and rethinking about the same matter for hours on end and still come up with no conclusion ...
Or one could spend hours thinking of a limitless number of things ...

Music is something my life revolves around ...
Music stirs the soul in ways that simple words just can't ...
Lyrics convey meanings , melodies convey feelings .
Together , you have something that stirs the soul itself .

Finally managed to download the soundtrack for Les Choristes ...
Listening to the songs inside , brings back memories ...
Heh ... Performed three of the songs at the Esplanade as part of vsChoir for the SYF Closing Ceremony in Sec 4 ...
And listening to these songs brings a feeling of hope to the soul ...
Pride as well ... For those were my glory days ...
vsChoir will forever have a special place in my heart ...
The friends I made there , will never be forgotten ...
Perhaps time has caused us to drift apart ...
But the memories remain ... and memories live forever ...

Well who wants to hear me rambling on about my past eh ?

Time to make a decision ... Sleep or read or do something else ?


When You Say Nothing At All - Ronan Keating

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best.. when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd (the crowd)
Try as they may they can never define
What's been said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best.. when you say nothing at all

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best.. when you say nothing at all

(You say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all..)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know that you need me..


You Say It Best When You Say Nothing At All






I hate today ...

Really ...

Woke up feeling my throat reach an all new threshold of irritation ...

That was the first thing i felt ...

Next up my right arm ... Hurts like hell ...

In hindsight ... bowling 6 games after not bowling for ages was not such a good idea ... But well at least it was fun ...

Than for some unknown reason ...

Suddenly felt ferverish ...

I thought ... No shit ... I'm down with fever ...

Went to take my temperature ... It was perfectly normal ...

Still ... I was experiencing all the symptoms of fever ...

Took panadol and went back to sleep ...

Woke up for lunch ...

Took my medicine and went back to sleep again ...

Woke up in the evening ...

Added headache to the list ...

Had dinner ...

Tried to sleep but just couldn't ...

Just stared at the ceiling ...

My headache is keeping me awake ...

Can't do anything ...

There's no focus ...

Just listening to music now ...

Typing randomly into this entry ...

I should be better tommorrow ...

I hope ...


Reflections of My Life - Marmalade

The changing of sunlight to moonlight
Reflections of my life, oh, how they fill my eyes
The greetings of people in trouble
Reflections of my life, oh, how they fill my eyes

All my sorrows, sad tomorrows
Take me back to my own home
All my cryings (all my cryings), feel I'm dying, dying
Take me back to my own home (oh I'm going home)

I'm changing, arranging, I'm changing
I'm changing everything, ah, everything around me

The world is a bad place, a bad place
A terrible place to live, oh, but I don't wanna die

All my sorrows, sad tomorrows
Take me back, to my old home
All my cryings, (all my cryings), feel I'm dying, dying
Take me back to my old home (I'm going home)

All my sorrows, sad tomorrows
Take me back, (take me back) to my old home

Right so I left my house later than expected ...
And cause it was raining like nobody's business ...
Decided to take a cab down to Xiang's place rather than take the 2 buses required to get there ...

Reached there about the same time as Uncle Jimmy got home ... I think ...
Walked into the house to the scene of *surprise surprise*
Xiang and Shu Wei on their com's ...

They were actaully just doing nothing ...
But suddenly decided to play a round or two of Audition ...
Dunno what mode they played or what lar ...
Just know that they started cursing and swearing like nobody's business ...
Haha ...

Right ... So we finally left their house and on our way to the chalet ...
But not before making a few detours ... Haha ...

Right so we finally got to the place ...
Turns out they renamed SAFRA Chalets to NSRCC ...
So when they could have said SAFRA Tanah Merah ... they said NSRCC ...
And got everyone confused ...
Which smart alec decided on that change ...

Right ... So when we got there ...
The only cousins there were Lim Yi , Guan Yu , Jing Feng (sp?) , Xiang , Shu Wei and Me ...
We were dead bored ...
And so we just sat there eating junk food ...
For quite some time ... Waiting for other cousins to show up ...
Well ... they didn't show up soon enough so we went to bowl first ...
Bleah ... The rates are expensieve ...
Yet ... There were so many people there ...
We even had to wait for lanes to play ...
We waited for arounf 30-45mins ...
I think ...

Played 3 games ...
Bleah ... I'm so not on form ...
Haha ...
Only managed to finish 2nd all the time =/
Highest pinfall for me was only 107 ... far from my personal best of 15x ...
At the last game , Amanda finally got there ... and went to the bowling alley to find us ...

Went back to the chalet for makan ...
Just as the BBQ started Michelle , Sylvia and Aubrey came ...
We ate a little that started to discuss a little on what song we would be performing for Syl and Aub's wedding ...
For the record , we still have not selected a song ...
Around 8 Amanda left cause her parents were fetching grandma back ...
The rest of us went bowling ...
Again ...
Haha ...

This time I guess I was pretty tired from the earlier session ...
Didn't play that well ...
But on the whole ... I must say I'm rather happy than my average pinfall went up compared to previously ...
Played another 3 games ...
Than it was time to go ...
Cause everyone was leaving ...

Caught a ride from Uncle Jimmy again who sent me home ...
Was quite an eventful day ...
But didn't get to catch up with my cousin's as much as I wanted ...
We need to meet up sometime soon !!!


I'd Rather Be In Love With You - Susan Haynes

It's just like me to overthink this somehow
Or analyze it 'til I'm blue
And let my hair take over my emotions
Ignore them like I always do
But I'd rather be in love with you

I could take all the lessons learned from past loves
Color my judgment with old news
Convince myself that only fools chase rainbows
Find some other poor excuse
But I'd rather be in love with you

Just let it happen
That's all I need to do
Let my heart lead me
And where my heart keeps leading me is straight to you

So if you're wondering why I'm telling you this
Instead of holdin' back the truth
Revealing all these feelings I've been feeling
Hopin' that you feel them, too
It's 'cause I'd rather be in love with you
Yes, I'd rather be in love with you
I'd rather be in love with you

I'd rather be in love with you





Every woke up feeling really down ?

Yeah ... It's one of those mornings for me ...

Woke up feeling like I did something wrong ...

Not even sure if I did do anything wrong ...

Add my bloody irritating sore throat yet not a sore throat condition and you get a very unhappy aiky ...

Aiky is in a crummy state right now .

Going for chalet later ...

Gonna meet up with my cousins and all ...

Hope they can cheer me up : )

It's always fun when we're together .





Back ... after a long and unproductive day ...
Well ... At least it was better than being at home ...

Reached school around 11am ...
Cause a certain someone was late ...
Had to go first for the interview ...

It was ok ...
I think ...
I should be selected for the trip *crosses fingers*
But no matter what the outcome ...
I guess I'm cool with it ...
Many more chances are waiting out there for me to grab ...

Went for lunch at SIM with HT ...
Guess today I'm on a I Don't Give a Damn about what I eat mode ...
Ate the Chicken Chop , Fish Fillet and Butter Rice Meal ...
Mwhahahaha ...
It felt good ...
I've not eaten it for quite a period of time ... haha ...

After lunch went to the library with HT ...
Decided to watch some movies ... I brought National Treasure ... and we borrowed Army Daze from the library .
My god . Getting Army Daze checked out was lame -.-
The CD were in 2 seperate casings and only 1 could be checked out at a time with a card .
That was so lame .

Went to the Media Viewing Room on the 2nd floor to watch ...
We spent like nearly 5 hours there watching these two movies ...

Army Dazy is still funny after god knows how many times I watched it ...

National Treasure was good but my DVD was pretty scratched so ... l.ol ...

National Treasure : Book of Secrets is coming soon ... Can't wait ... I'm so gonna catch it ...

Met up with Perlyn for some stupid event which i shall not describe ...

By god ... Perlyn .. You owe me and HT one for this ... RAWR ...

Went for makan at Bukit Timah Market ...

Than went home ...

Overall quite an uneventful day ...


My Girl - The Temptations

I've got sunshine on a cloudy day.
When it's cold outside I've got the month of May.
I guess you'd say
What can make me feel this way?
My girl (my girl, my girl)
Talkin' 'bout my girl (my girl).

I've got so much honey the bees envy me.
I've got a sweeter song than the birds in the trees.
I guess you'd say
What can make me feel this way?
My girl (my girl, my girl)
Talkin' 'bout my girl (my girl).

Hey hey hey
Hey hey hey
Ooooh.

I don't need no money, fortune, or fame.
I've got all the riches baby one man can claim.
I guess you'd say
What can make me feel this way?
My girl (my girl, my girl)
Talkin' 'bout my girl (my girl).

I've got sunshine on a cloudy day
with my girl.
I've even got the month of May
with my girl

i wish you were my girl






Woke up with a very irritated throat ... >.<
And i mean very very very very very irritated ...

But also woke with a song in my head .

Keep on Moving

Today's gonaa be a good day ... I can feel it !

I am so gonna ace that interview later !

Cheerio !





Heh ... Got up early again this morning ...
Had to get to Tiong Bahru MRT by 9.15 am for the PF Field Trip for my Sub-Group to SPD ...
We were supposed to get to the place by 10am ...
But I suppose for big events such as this ...
They want everyone to be on time ...
Hah .

I got there around 9.10am and already quite a number of people were there ...
Went to chat with the people from NP ...
Don't really know anyone else at all ...
But I suppose people were staying around others from their school ...

Took a walk over from the MRT over to the place we were supposed to go to ...
Damn it's a hot day ...
And i chose to wear black of all the colours ...
Meh ...

Got to the place ...
Went to the AV Room for some introduction and some QnA ...
Went on a tour around the facillities ...
Was actaully quite interesting ...
Went back to the AV Room for more QnA and debrief ...
Went down to take a group photo than left ...

Had lunch with Dianny , David and Jackson at some kopitiam along the way out that sold Yong Tau Foo casue we were like starving ... than went home after lunch ...

On the way home my throat irritation got so bad that I decided to finally go see the doctor ...
Bleah ...
My throat is really bothering me now ...
Dry cough and all ...
Got some medicine for it ...
Took it and now i'm in some half sleepy state ...

Aiky is sick : (

Spent the rest of the day drifting in and out of sleep ...
Bleah hope I'm better by tommorow ...
There's a interview for Serve Cambodia ...
I am so dying to go for it ...
Cambodia that is ...

I wonder what I'm going to be doing between the interview at 11.20am to some event I promised to go for at 7.30pm ...

Bleah ...

I'll think about it tommorrow ...

It's Not Unusual - Tom Jones

It's not unusual to be loved by anyone
It's not unusual to have fun with anyone
but when I see you hanging about with anyone
It's not unusual to see me cry,
Oh I wanna' die
It's not unusual to go out at any time
but when I see you out and about it's such a crime
if you should ever want to be loved by anyone,
It's not unusual it happens every day no matter what you say
you find it happens all the time
love will never do what you want it to
why can't this crazy love be mine
It's not unusual, to be mad with anyone
It's not unusual, to be sad with anyone
but if I ever find that you've changed at anytime
it's not unusual to find out that I'm in love with you

It's not unusual to find out that I'm in Love with you .





Today was a pretty long day ...
Didn't actually sleep till 3 in the morning ...

Got up around 6.30 to accompany my parents to the airport ...
They're going on a 10 day trip to Chengdu , China ...
Hope they enjoy themselves and have a good time

Left the airport around 8.45 and started on a long long long MRT ride all the way down to Clementi ...
I thought I was gonna be late for the project meeting that was supposed to be at 10 ...
I was late .
But ... Everyone else was later ...
Hah.

Managed to book a room at the library all the way except for a 2 hour slot from 12-2 ...
Spent the first hour getting things organised and starting on blaw ...
When we got booted from the room , went for lunch ...

Thanks to a certain person *cough cough* we ended up walking over to MegaBites at SIM for lunch ...
Library => SIM = Quite a distance .
Everyone had pasta ...
But HT got the smallest portion ... He feel's cheated <>
Sat there talking and doing nothing till around 1+ than decided to walk back to library ...


Sat at the staircase while waitinf for the time to pass before we could reoccupy the room ...
Continued with BLAW .
I swear .
I'm never ever becoming a lawyer .
Just reading the Patents Act along is enough to turn you into a brain dead person .
*picture mindless brain-dead zombies*
Did lots and lots and lots of reading till ard 4+ when we declared a break ...

Some break lar ... It turned into a full scale we're not going to do work anymore scene ...

Around 5.30 ... Decided to call it a day ...

Spur of the moment decided to watch Ocean's 13 ...
Being my good buddy HT accompanied me to Vivo to catch it ...
Went to check out the movie times ...
Earliest show was 8.10 ...
In 4k ... Whatever that means ... Supposedly it's sharper than regular .

Had nearly 90 mins to kill ...
Went to makan ...
Ate Kim Gary's again ...
Both of us ate the steak baked rice ...
Either it was darn good ...
Or we were just hungry ...
I say it was a combination of both lar ...
Sat there wasting space till around 8 ...

Walked over the cinema ...
Man ... first row ... is really uncomfortable ...
Or so HT claims la ... Haha ...
I was rather fine with it ...

Overall it was a pretty good show ...
Much better than Ocean's 12 ...
~Revenge is a very funny thing~

By the time the movie ended it was 10.30 ...
Caught the bus home and reached home like around 11.30 ...

Somehow ... Home is not a place I feel like going back to anymore ...

I much prefer to hang out ...

Only thing is that ... It's not easy to find someone willing to go out and just kill time ... to talk to ... to talk about things that matter to me ... to hear all my complaints ... and to offer advice and all ...

So I spend alot of time at home ...

It's not really anyone's fault i guess ...

Just that ... My siblings are too far apart in age ...

I don't really feel comfortable talking to my parents and aunt about certain things ...

The only other person I could always talk to at home ... Well ... was my grandma ...

Since she's been gone ... My attachment to my home is not as strong as it should be ...

I guess I'm just the one who's trying to get away ...

Well ... thats enough for now ...

Time to head to bed ...


She's Always A Woman - Billy Joel

She can kill with a smile
She can wound with her eyes
She can ruin your faith with her casual lies
And she only reveals what she wants you to see
She hides like a child
But she's always a woman to me

She can lead you to love
She can take you or leave you
She can ask for the truth
But she'll never believe
And she'll take what you give her, as long as it's free
Yeah, she steals like a thief
But she's always a woman to me

Oh-she takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants
She's ahead of her time
Oh-and she never gives out
And she never gives in
She just changes her mind

And she'll promise you more
Than the Garden of Eden
Then she'll carelessly cut you
And laugh while you're bleedin'
But she'll bring out the best
And the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself
Cause she's always a woman to me

She is frequently kind
And she's suddenly cruel
She can do as she pleases
She's nobody's fool
But she can't be convicted
She's earned her degree
And the most she will do
Is throw shadows at you
But she's always a woman to me


And I'll always love her .





Spent the day listening to lots of old music I haven't listened to in ages ...

The Prince of Egypt Soundtrack ...

Man ... It sure brought back lots of memories ...

Secondary 1 ...

vsChoir ...

Alto !

Rhapsody 6 !

All the seniors and my peers ...

The good times ...

Damn I miss those days ...



The Carpenters - Greatest Hits

Billy Joel - Greatest Hits

Songs that prob most people have heard before but just don't know who sang them or songs covered by others ...

Songs like Uptown Girl ... covered by Westlife - Originally Sang by Billy Joel

Choice Songs by The Carpenters : Yesterday Once More , Superstar , Rainy Days and Mondays , Goodbye to Love , Hurting Each Other , Solitaire , I Won't Last A Day Without You , All You Get From Love Is A Love Song and Close To You .

Choice Songs by Billy Joel : Piano Man , The Entertainer , Just The Way You Are , Only The Good Die Young , She's Always A Woman , My Life , Big Shot , Honesty , It's Still Rock and Roll to Me , She's Got A Way , Goodnight Saigon , Tell Her About It , Uptown Girl and The Longest Time .

There's a reason why these are called Greatest Hits .

These songs and some others brought me on a myriad of emotions ...

From nostalgia to saddness to happiness ...

Songs have a huge influence on our moods ...

But sometimes , one's mood determines one's choice of songs ...

As is the case most of the time ...

Right ... I'm gonna have to cut this short ... Someone chasing me =x






I wish that ,
I can just escape from this place .
Escape from all my responsibilities .
Escape from all my ties to the world around me .
Escape from all my self-created problems .
Escape from my feelings .
Escape from my emotions .
Escape from the system that is Singapore .
Escape from this life that I messed up .

I want to ,
Start a fresh new life ,
In a place where no one know's me.
No one know's my name .
No one know's my past .
No one has any expectations of me .
And I have no memory of my past .

I will ,
Remember nothing .
Learn everything again .
Learn the meaning of life all over again .
Be burdened by nothing .
Be able to wake up every morning with no worries .
Be able to sleep at night knowing that all is well .

It'll be a great favour ,
If the world could just forget that I existed .
It'll be one less worry for those around me .
One less problem to many .
One less thing to bug those who I worry so .
One less burden to bear .

If I could just disappear .
And take away all these problems that I cause .
I would gladly do so .

So just forget about me .
The world will be a better place .



Forget I Ever Existed . It'll do everyone a great deal of good .

Keep On Moving - Five

I woke up today with this feeling.
Better things are coming my way.
I know the sunshine has a meaning,
And nothing left can get in my way

When the rainy days are dying,
Gotta keep on, keep on trying
All the bees and birds are flying

Never let go, gotta hold on and
Nonstop 'til the break of dawn and
Keep on moving, don't stop rocking

Get on up
When you're down, baby,
Take a good look around.
I know it's not much,
But it's okay.
Keep on movin' on anyway

Feels like I have should be screaming,
Trying get through to my friends.
sometimes it feels that life has no meaning,
But all things will be alright in the end.

When the rainy days are dying,
Gotta keep on, keep on trying
All the bees and birds are flying

Never let go, gotta hold on and
Non-stop 'til the break of dawn and
Keep on moving, don't stop rocking

Get on up
When you're down, baby,
Take a good look around.
I know it's not much,
But it's okay.
Keep on movin' on anyway

When the rainy days are dying,
Gotta keep on, keep on trying
All the bees and birds are flying

Never let go, gotta hold on and
Nonstop 'til the break of dawn and
Keep on moving, don't stop rocking

Get on up
When you're down, baby,
Take a good look around.
I know it's not much,
But it's okay.
Keep on movin' on anyway

Get on up
When you're down, baby,
Take a good look around.
I know it's not much,
But it's okay.
Keep on movin' on anyway
Get on up

Keep on movin'
Keep on movin'
Keep on movin'
Keep on movin'
I know it's not much
Keep on movin'
Keep on movin'
Keep on movin'
Keep on movin'
Get on up
Keep on movin'
Keep on movin'

Life is an emotional rollar-coaster ...
One moment , you could be on the highest plateau , feeling on top of the world ...
Next moment , you could be in the depths of despair ... feeling like your whole world has crumbled down on you ...

But that's life for you ...
Everyone goes through it ...
But it doesn't make it any easier ...

But always remember ...
There are always people out there who care for you ...
Though some may not say it ...
Or may not express themselves all that well ...
Or just find it hard to show that they care ...
They will always be there ...

And even if the world should end tommorrow ...
We will still have to breath , eat , and move on ...
The truth is , it is easy to say all these ...
But it's hard to actaully get over these feelings ...

But the only thing you can really do is keep on moving ...
Keep on moving ...
Put one foot in front of the other and keep on moving ...





Booooooooooo
Another day at home ...
Home is where the heart is ...
But home is not where I wanna be right now ...

I rather be out with someone ...
Anyone ... Well ... Almost ...
Sadly ... It's damn hard to get anyone to go out these days ...
Fine ... I have few friends =(

Did some photoshop stuff for IIP than after just barely 1 hour ...
I got bored ...
Got Ht to play WC3 with me the rest of the afternoon ...
Although WC3 was boring ... the alternatives were more boring ...

Played till 7 ...
Ate dinner ...
Did nothing much ...
Still doing nothing much ...

Listening to music ...
As usual ...

Days spent at home are the most boring ...

If I Could Change The World - Eric Clapton

If I could reach the stars
Pull one down for you
Shine it on my heart
So you could see the truth
That this love I have inside
Is everything it seems
But for now I find
It's only in my dreams

That I can
Change the world
I would be the sunlight in your universe
You would think my love was really something good
Baby, if i could change the world





End of CT's Day + 1

Right ...
Today ... Would be the most boring day in living memory that I can think of ...
It simply redefines boredom ...
Or shall I say : Today , I redefined boredom .

Woke up at 9am ...
Got bored ...
Went back to sleep at 9.30am ...

Woke up at 12pm for lunch ...
Read about a hundred pages of Rainbow Six after lunch ...
Didn't have the mood to read anymore ...
By the way ...
I've read Rainbow Six more than 10 times already .

Went to sleep again after that ...
Woke up at around 4pm ...

Played Gears of War with my bro on the 360 ...
Finally finished the darn game ...
On wimp setting ...
LOL ...

Went back to sleep again ...
Notice how bored I am to keep falling asleep .
I blame the weather actaully ... Lalalala

Woke up for dinner at around 7 ...
Didn't eat much ...
Not much appetite these days ...

Was bored so started to call people to chat ...
Couldn't seem to keep up a good chat with anyone ...
Bleah ...

Seems like everyone else has something to do except me ...
Feel so useless ...
I should really go do something useful ...

All I can think about these days are Me Myself and I ...
I seem to forget about the people around me ...
I seem to forget that I'm not the only one who is living on this Earth ...
I seem to forget that ... Life is not about oneself ...
Life is about caring about those around oneself ...
I seem to forget that ... Life goes on with or without me ...
That I should be the one who moves along ...
I'm not some young inmature kid anymore ...
Yet ... I still think like one ...
I still behave like one ...
Maybe that's why ...

I should starting thinking more for those around me ...
My family ...
My friends ...

Instead of always turning to them when I have problems ...
And in turn making them worry for me ...
When they themselves have their own problems ...

Everyone has their own set of problems ...
I have no right to cause more problems for anyone ...

Perhaps with this realization ...

I can become a much better person ...

I want to become a much better person ...

For myself as well as for those around me ...

To the person who has had to bear most of my complaints and all ...
Man ...
I really appreciate the fact that you're there for me ...
But I guess from now on ...
It'll be best if I take care of my own problems ...
If I have to make mistakes ...
I'll just have to take them in my stride ...
Than perhaps ... I can be the best that I can be ...
The me I always wanted to be ...

Thank you to everyone who has ever stood by me , still stand by me or will stand by me in the future .

Thank You For The Music - Abba

So I say
Thank you for the music, the songs I’m singing
Thanks for all the joy they’re bringing
Who can live without it, I ask in all honesty
What would life be?
Without a song or a dance what are we?
So I say thank you for the music
For giving it to me

: )

Thank You For The Music ! For Giving It To Me !





Woots ... Last Paper of CT !!!
It's over !!!

For now ...

Left the exam hall together with Shane , Ht and Liana ...
It was kinda like funny having so many ppl leave at the same time haha ...
Actaully they were all done before me ...
But somehow I had lots to write and was actaully quite slow ...
Lol so 3 people were waiting for me to finish the paper =x

As usual ... the paper was easier than expected ...
That being said ...
I don't expect to fail ... But than again I won't be expecting very high marks haha ...

Went for lunch than went to catch 2 movies with Ht and Perlyn ...
For god knows what reason ...
We ended up at Bugis ...

Caught Men In White at 3.15 ...
Overall a rather lame show ...
Some parts are funny ...
But thats about it ...

Garie joined us for Pirates at 5.45 ...
IMHO ...
Those who said that it was a lousy movie or who didn't understand the show ...
You people just suck .
It was a great movie and there were lots of things to laugh about ...
Maybe it's just my different perception of things ...
It's way better than MIW ...
Anyone wants to know what the story's about can drop me a message or something ...
Haha ...

Went to Suntec cause Ht wanted to eat subway ... LOL
3 of us went there with him lar ...
Than went home ...
Waited for Perlyn to catch a cab for the better part of 45mins ...
Than caught a lift from Garie to Paya Labar ...
Thanks for the ride man ...
And home I am for the day ...

One Step Closer - Linkin Park
Hybrid Theory

I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway

Just like before...

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again

I’m about to break .





will i ever ,
have the chance to take you out to dinner

will i ever ,
have the chance to walk alone with you

will i ever ,
have the chance to stroll along the beach with you

will i ever ,
have the chance to gaze at the stars with you

will i ever ,
have the chance to be with you

will i ever ,
have the chance to say i love you

will i ever ,
have the chance to say i love you

i know i will : )





让我欢喜让我忧 - 周华健

爱到尽头覆水难收
爱悠悠恨幽幽
为何要到无法挽留
才又想起你的温柔
给我关怀为我解忧
为我凭添许多愁
在深夜无尽等候
独自泪流
独自忍受

多想说声我真的爱你
多想说声对不起你
你哭着说情缘已尽
难再续
难再续

就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受

你这样一个女人
让我欢喜让我忧
让我甘心为了你
付出我所有




多想说声我真的爱你







what is life if ,
one cannot control one's own behavior .

what is life if ,
one does not know what exactly one wants .

what is life if ,
one cannot even anwser even simple questions in life .

what is life if ,
one feels that everything around is meaningless .

what is life if ,
one cannot control one's own emotions .

what is life if ,
one feels that it is meaningless to live on .

what is life if ,
one has lost the will the live .

what is life if ,
there is no tommorow .

what is life .





Well well well ...
It's been a rather exciting day I must say ...
*rolls eyes*

Got out of bed as usual ...
Started my laptop ...
And spent 1 hour doing nothing !

Spent the next 1/2 hour arranging my BLAW notes ...
Was in a panic for a while when I couldn't find my notes for contract 4 ...
Than realized that there was no notes , cause I didn't print any notes for contract 4 ...
So spent the rest of time till 2 mugging for BLAW ...
Only managed to do contract's 1 and 2 ...

Left the house at 2+ to head down to school for WDA paper ...
Missed 154 and took another bus to the outside of my estate to try and catch 151 as well ...
151 did come along ...
I got up and walked to the back to get my WOW of the day ...
Sitting nearly at the end of the bus was wz and her bf ...
I don't know who was more in a WOW state ...
I guess it should be me ...
After all I stay around the area ... not her ...

Flipped through the notes for WDA ...
Finished them again on the way to school and did some reading for BLAW ...
Met up with Shane , HT and Liana outside LT 20 ...
And so we waited ...

And waited ...

And waited ...

Finally , we could go in ...

And do more waiting

Waiting ...

And yet more waiting ...

We finally got the paper ...

And did more waiting ...

We had 10 mins reading time ...

And did more waiting before we could start writing ..

Finished the paper in 30mins ...

And did more waiting ...

And waiting ...

And waiting ...

And even more waiting ...

And yet more waiting ...

Our class was like done for an eternity before at 5.05 pm no less ...

We could submit our papers ...

Walked out ...

Didn't do much post analysis ...

Walked to the bus stop ...

Shane wanted to go to Cheers ...
Went in to enjoy air-con ( it is a rather hot day )

The rest of the class finally got to Cheers ...
Has some impromtu chatting session ...

Suddenly in the distance ...
Spotted 154 and I was running towards it before I could even shout to Shane that our bus was here ...

First time you see Aiky run for anything is for the bus ...
LOL ...

Like duh we caught the bus ...
Haha ...

Sorry I didn't say goodbye to anyone ...
LOL ...

Now trying to study for BLAW ...

Meh ... Looks like it's gonna be an all-nighter ...

Just like old times ... *recalls the night before Geog O Levels* *many other nights before O Level papers too*

Well except English ... haha

Night before English O's I slept at 8 : )

*o.0 two more music albums just finished downloading*
Lalalalalalalala

Right I should be going to study BLAW now ...

If not even this over-nighter won't save me ...

Arh ... One more thing to do ... reply to tags ... lalalallalalla

@ Perlyn -- Tsk tsk .... You and tag boards have no affinity ... haha .... Happy Mugging too you haha ... Will be glad when this week's over ...

@ Amanda Biao Jie -- Yar , Downloading chinese songs ... dunno what i'm looking for ... just seeing and downloading ... haha ... as for shows ... i only got movies ... maybe we could meet some time and i'll just xfer them over to ya ...

@ Terry -- Lame ... Typical ... Haha ...

@ Ken -- Yar ... Not been around for long ... Linked Ya ... But the links are just there for posterity ...

@ Gab -- Long time no see ...

@ HT -- God you really did that tag ... You weren't kidding eh ...

@ Shane -- You are so right ... Haha ...





熟能生巧 - 林俊杰

醒着像睡着 躺着像思考 晨昏颠倒
敢情太单调 竟然是烦恼 如何是好
也许来阵风雨花谢满地黯然神伤的困扰
可以刺激那颗浑浑噩噩失去了烈火
激情的大脑吹风就感冒
淋雨就发烧有爱就好

我不再逃空虚日子
这一路都在熬
也许爱情就是熟能生巧
你绝对想不到我多渴望
让生活染上一些颜料
是红橙黄或蓝靛紫都好
一圈一圈的围绕
终于能自在的坦承说爱你
火一点就燃烧


也许爱情就是熟能生巧

aiky.eggy
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Let's just leave it at that


Music is my life cause my life is music
The beat of the drum in my heart

I Have But One Simple Wish :)







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