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Sunday, November 30, 2008
gotta be somebody


by nickelback is a damn good song.
you should go listen to it.

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There's gotta be somebody for me like that.

talking is the best way to get things out of your system ...
hanging out with friends and reminiscing about the past is a good way to forget the present and remembering a time gone by when life was really really good ...
than again ... you only appreciate what you had when it's over ... way past over ...
at this point in time you feel like crap ...
but days,weeks,months,years later ...
you laugh at your stupidity for feeling like crap at that point in time ...
sometimes i wish i could just skip the crappy part and just go the laughing part ...

one thing i realized recently is that ...
friends come and go ... why ?
it takes effort to keep friends ...
you need to take the effort to maintain and nurture friendships ...
sometimes you choose to spend more time with certain friends ...
and neglect others ... you end up losing some ...
sometimes ... you really can't help it ...
one side just stops talking ...
and you think ... maybe it was just a passing phase ...
some people get bored easily ... i guess ... and they simply just fade away ...
but i'm thankful for the friendship we shared however temporary it was ...
others ... have somehow managed to survive for so many years ...
and you wonder ... what's the formula that kept our friendships alive?

will my friendship with you last through the winter?
or by this time next year, will you be just another memory?

whatever it is, i'm glad it happened


(:


aiky wrote in white | 8:52 AM


Friday, November 28, 2008
it's official .


sometime next year i'll receive my letter ...
and to NS i'll go.

i've been certified fit in all aspects (other than being moderately obese)
to serve National Service.

well tentatively

after all those tests run today at CMPB ...

save the blood tests and x-rays ...
but this is one case whereby if i don't hear anything else ...
and i just get my letter that it's good news ...

Bummer.

did NAPFA with the others yesterday ...

as expected I did fail .
so nothing much to elaborate there ... haha ...

just mean's 2 years of NS ...

not really in the mood to write more ... but you can always ask about anything that happened if you want too ...

that's all for now


(:


aiky wrote in white | 5:30 PM


Thursday, November 27, 2008
lost in my own world ... and you're not invited ... for now


these few days ... i've just been going through the motions of life ...
there's no actual life to it ...
just waiting for time to pass ...
i'm not thinking about anything ...
i'm not caring about anything ...
by now you'd probably think that i'm like that over some girl
for the record . i'm not .
haven't even thought about even girls other than when just shooting bull ...

i've really come to the point where everything has lost meaning ?
i need some time to recalibrate.
i just stare at my screen, and wonder what's going to happen next.
i turn on my music ...
it's just something playing in the background.
i watch an episode of something ...
i turn it off halfway ...
i read a novel ...
i fall asleep after but a few pages ...
i work on something in photoshop ...
i spend a few hours on the same thing that should take me mere minutes ...
or i just simple fall asleep again ...

ct's are coming ... everyone is busy studying ?!
sorry, but i've never been a mugger ...
always been too lazy to study that much more for just a minor difference in grades ...
when it is sufficient to get what i want ... i'm not going to care more ...
and how many times can you read the text before you understand the damn thing ?
it's not as if these things DON'T make sense . they make perfect sense.
if just a tad too technical.
lots of charts too ... haha

MIS - Really it's all about managing Information .
IES - Project Management in a Nutshell . Encompasses HR and some other things.
WBA - Wireless Devices and the Infrastructure
MEB - Online E-Commerence

Well ... what do ya know ... I actually remember what all the modules are about ...
At this time in the morning no less ...
Perhaps I shall drag myself to go find the notes for all these later today ...

Speaking of today ... there's gonna be NAPFA later ...
But I haven't trained for nuts ...
So I am totally not prepared ...
Don't really feel like going ...
And I actually need a haircut ...
For the photo their gonna take tomorrow ...
That's gonna be on my "Green IC" and Army Ez-Link Card ...
During my medical ...
Yes ... The Medical for National Service ...

28th November 2008, 0800
Central Manpower Base

Another milestone in this life.

In other relavant news ...
There are some tensions that are about to erupt .
And I say that perhaps IT is time for them too .
I am also going one step futher to say this ;
Everyone is at fault.
It always takes two hands to clap.
I would point out what everyone has done wrong.
But it would not be nice to air these things on so Public a domain.
Instead, I'll just list down what I myself feel I've done wrongly.
If you think that I've not done wrong, feel free to let me know.

Firstly , I've always been slack.
More so than others.
This semester , I've chosen to take the Laid-Back Approach.
I'm not going to work myself to the ground this entire semester.
I know I've also not been focused.
There is no drive at all.
For this I blame no one but myself.
And you can blame this on me.

Secondly, As Team Leader . ( Frankly I Have Qualms About Whether I Have The Right Stuff)
But as i was saying, as the Leader of this group,
I pretty much have failed to :
Communicate Effectively
Take Initative
Take Control of Situations
Plan and Meet Deadlines on Target and On Focus
For all these, I shall bear the responsiblity.

On the Team as a Whole, we have failed in the following ways I feel.

- Coming up with Solutions to answer the Projects.
I feel that many a time, the solutions are my solutions, polished by the group, and presented.
Do correct me if I'm wrong on this point.
As a Group Project, I feel that the others should challenge my Solutions.
Come up with Alternatives and from there we can work out a better overall solution.

- Just merely Completing the Parts we assigned ourselves.
We are always talking about adding value, and I don't see why we can't implement this when working in projects. I don't mean adding EVERYTHING nor IRRELEVANT stuff. I mean, while working on your part, you think about something related that you FEEL is related and should be added in, jsut add it in. If the others feel it's not relevant, we can debate and discuss on the issue.
That's what learning is about no ?

- Always Wanting To Head Home to Work on Individual Parts.
Yes . I know we all love home. And we all have social lives. But I'm a big believer in Sitting Down together as a Group to work together. You may argue that that is not your way of doing things. Ever wonder why Business Meeting are conducted face to face ? Why not just have everyone Conference over the Phone or Vid-Phones ? It's just different . The Synergy from a Face to Face Session can't be matched. Than again ... This is a personal style .

For now, I can' think of anything more to say ... There is so much more than this I know.

Some Goals I Hope to Achieve After This Own Reflection of Mine :

Start on Projects Earlier.
Communicate More Effectively with Everyone Else.
Taking More Initiative.
Try to Stay More Focused. Try.



I ask that everyone reflect on themselves.
If you're going to say that you're not in the wrong.
And it's the others who should reflect.
Than I have nothing to say.
Humans are just that. No ONE is perfect.




~aiky


aiky wrote in white | 7:13 AM


Wednesday, November 26, 2008
MIS Production !




(:


aiky wrote in white | 7:55 AM


you only get up early when you're not supposed too


ahahahaha ... this time last week i was trying to sleep more ...
one week later today ... i just automatically wake up ...

damnit ... haven't been really productive lately ... hate the weather ...

one moment it's cold ... next moment it's hot as hell ...
the only thing that you'd feel like doing is *snooze*

went for PPP on Saturday ...
it wasn't that boring lar ...
actually pretty useful ... but we went through it fast cause everyone was super sian 1/2 ...
hahaha

went to Adam Road for dinner ... ate super alot ...
super alot until we didn't go for island creamery ... ):

went to town with Ht to get a Bday Prezzy for Mom
walking around saw the xmas decorations ... time has passed so fast ... it's xmas again lar ...
yet another lonely xmas for me ...
not in the sense that i'm not spending it with anyone at all ...
but you know what i mean ... =/

spent most of sunday just working on bits and pieces of stuff ...
not really in the best of moods to work on anything per say ...
IT IS Sunday afterall ...
well i did start on the MIS video ... heh

monday was WISP ...
heh ... surpised that the topic was on one i knew rather well ...
cambodia ... prob scored enough brownie points to remove the fact that i was late for class =d
hahaha ...

finished the MIS video ... which is funny as hell if you wanna check it out ... i'll post the video in the next post ...
worked on the IIP stuff ...

when we presented it yesterday ... only did we realized how far off track we were ...
but we managed to salvage it based purely on luck and two smoking barrels ...
but just goes to show how unfocused we are these days ...
to be fair it's not fair to say that ...
it goes to show how unfocused I am these days ...
i would never make this mistake if i was even half focused ...

Pride comes before the fall . That was the fall.
Question is: What will I do next ?
Will I keep falling till I wake up ?
Or will I pick myself up ?

On a lighter note, finished up on Piglet !

Isn't he cute ?

He may not be the nicest Piglet ever but who cares ?

(:


aiky wrote in white | 7:20 AM


Saturday, November 22, 2008
i might be crazy


just realized that out of the so many bloggers out there i know ...
i'm the only one still crazy enough to continue writing full length posts rather often ...
everyone else can't be bothered anymore ...
or else they've changed blog URL's and no one's telling :x
oh wellssssss
or else ... it's rather emotional stuff ...
though i think it's a rather good place to channel your thoughts and feelings ...
sometimes you just need a place to vent out your feelings ...
when telling people how you feel just doesn't feel right ...
or there's no one to listen ...
well there ARE friends who will listen .. but you'd feel bad ALWAYS pouring out the same things to the same friends right ?
i know i do .
sometimes i just shut up..
better to suffer in silence than to make others suffer with you.
that's why blogs are such convenient outlets.
you don't know who will read ... but at least you know if people read .... they do care ...
even if they don't ask you or tell you about it ...

recently i'm back in the messed up frame of mind again ...
the one whereby i'm hopelessly inadequate ...
sometimes i wonder who i really am ?

to some i appear to be the always happy always smiling guy :
but i believe these people hardly know me ...

to some i appear to be the confident, arrogant asshole :
these people might know me better ?

to some i appear to be this dude ... who has issues :
well ... they know me too ...

to some i appear to be easily infatuated and always having some crush or other :
well that is me too ...

and the list just goes on ...
i'm a different person to everyone ...
so much so ... i don't know who i am anymore ...

so who am i really ?


aiky wrote in white | 5:57 AM


Friday, November 21, 2008
*forces eyes open*


your eyes are not playing tricks on you.

i AM blogging at this godforsaken time of 6:24am.

finally got a "free night" last night and i spent it doing nothing except chatting and listening to music ...

ahhhh ... what a waste ... hahaha ...

so yup ... cleared 5/5 presentations for this week yesterday ...

WISP on Monday
MIS Lecture on Tuesday
WBA and MEB on Wednesday
IEA Yesterday

You can't explain the relief after surviving this hell week man ...

Good Luck to everyone else with stuff due today !!

But anyway it's just a minor break .

Cause next week IIP 2nd Quality Audit is due. On Tuesday .
Not to Mention The MIS E-Tutorial Video.
But I think that's all for now ?

CT's are also coming up soon.
And the thing is ... I know nuts about what's going on.
Not exactly the best piece of news that ...

IEA was freaky yesterday ...
During my Groups Presentation ...
The Tutor went into a partial fit ...
Scary lar !!!
And the others told me he did it during lecture also ...
>.<
Hope he's ok ...

Ended school super early ...
Didn't wanna go home so early ...
So we went to Mad Jacks ...
Nick found us at the bus stop so we dragged him along ...
Hehe ...
Went to Island Creamery for Desert

(:

Think that's all I can summaries before getting out now ...
Meeting Ht and Shane at 0800 for a jog in school ...
Hope I don't freaking die ...
I'm THAT unfit now ...

):


aiky wrote in white | 6:24 AM


Wednesday, November 19, 2008
the vilest drink i'll ever drink


so far at least ...

i have no idea which genius came up with this ...

DRINK AT YOUR OWN RISK !!

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED !!



pwned list : Aiky , HT , Shane and Kenneth.

*shudders*


aiky wrote in white | 11:27 AM


Tuesday, November 18, 2008
but i'm just a boy ...


what can i say ?
life's been nothing but projects projects and more projects.
i hardly have time for everything else ...
or so it seems ...
even if i were to do something ... projects and presentations will be at the back for my mind ...
how the heck does one unwind like that ...
i'm just procrastinating in no matter what i do ... not really unwinding ...

weekend went by in a blur ...
spent most of it not being very productive ... projects ... yeah ... but how much was done ... is really questionable ...

friday was the best day of the week.

had lunch at alumini club house ... food has improved i must say ...
prices for the drinks were however EX .
headed over to ourspace ...
discussed projects till we totally lost control and well ... gave up discussing ... HAH !

headed over to the Singapore Art Museum with Ht and Shane for our Art Appreciation Assignment
have actually wanted to visit SAM for quite some time ...
and just nice work + what I wanna do actually coincides !

we checked out the Korean Art Exhibit ...
and really it was amazing ... the depth of art ...
the things you read between the lines ... the details ...
nothing is as what it seems ... really gave us alot to think about ...
some pictures are on facebook ... but not many ... we couldn't take pictures inside the gallery ...
if you have the time you should really go check out this exhibit !
admission is free after 6 or 6.30 on fridays ... not too bad a place for a date on fridays ;)

finally got out of the museum cause we were 1) hungry and 2) wanted to catch 007
i would honestly have wanted to stay longer =s
as one friend would put it "since when you become so arty farty" well ... idk ):

so we walked over to Cathay and just nice ... there was a screening at 8.
we got our tickets at 7.50 ... so we thought ... it's surely gonna start late ...
so we went to makan at this place in the basement ... ok food ... price alil ex ... but it was fast ...
by the time we finished ... it was 8.10 ... we thought ... hmmm ok lar ... prob still adverts ...
so we happily went to visit the gents ...
shane lagi best ... took his own sweet time in the gent's duno machiam do what ...
me and ht walked over to the cinema ... opened the door and holy crap ...
the show ALREADY STARTED LAARRR ...
Shane was still nowhere to be found ...
cut to the chase ... we finally entered the cinema and cause we were so damn late and didn't want to disturb the people around whom our seats were located ... we ended up sitting in the front row
AGAIN !!!!
machiam everytime watch Bond sure kena front row ...

and we were so late ... we actually missed the opening song >.<
and a good part of the intro ... we come in only see people running all over the screen ... lol
overall it was quite an ok flick ... not too long like casino royale was ...
that one literally butt pain man !!

was writing this post on the bus ... sure got to school in a hurry ...

only thing of interest the whole weekend was going out with my family for dinner on saturday ...
went to beach road for all my fav food !!
eat until wanna die ... and under 50 bucks !

dad drove us to Marina Barrage ... Beautiful Place !!
thats all that was of interest the whole weekend ...

Monday came and WISP was presented .
I figure we did pretty ok for the presentation.
At least I figured we had the most response out of everyone !
Humor does lighten up the mood (:

Art was interesting but rather dry and we covered a hell lot of types in one session ...
Machiam blur ...

Went for Mac's and the Crux of today's Post.
*refer to Shane's Tag*

So Shane and Ht wanted to eat the Mega Mcspicy ...
And ... There's A Mac's right opposite Schoool ...
SOOOOOOO ...
We walked there larrr ..

We all ordered the same thing .
And we started with our fries .

While we were having our fries, Shane explained his way of eat a McSpicy.
So we thought ... MMMM ...
Why don't we all try Shane's way of eating a McSpicy?

CAUTION : DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME.

1) Open The Box.
2) Examine The Burger.
3) Lift The Top Of The Burger.
4) Consume The Top Of The Burger Bun and The Vege's.
5) Move The One (or Two) Chicken Patties Over.
6) Consume The Bottom Burger Bun.
7) Examine the Chicken Patty.
8) Prepare to Enjoy.
9) Bite Down on Your Chicken.
10) Take a few More Bites.
11) Savour the Flavour and Texture.
12) Call the Fire Department.

Between Steps 11 and Steps 12 , your mouth will BURN ARRRRRRRRR .
And if you're having the Mega McSpicy (Really Just A Rename of the McSpicy Double to Charge More $$)
Well ... Good Luck and Have Fun .

For the record ... Ht couldn't consume the second patty.


thats all for now ... a rather huge chunk of reading that you people will read in a few mins that took me like hours to write ...

I SHOULD BE CHARGING YOU PPL FOR READING THIS LAR !!!



(:


aiky wrote in white | 7:37 AM


Friday, November 14, 2008
hit the brick wall again


for the second time this semester ...
i've drawn a big mind blank as to what am i doing ...
my focus isn't on school anymore i guess ...
though i need to get it back fast ...
cause next week is a shit load of presentations ...

looking back at what has happened in the last few days ...
there's no reason for being drained ...
other than the fact that i was sick ...
everything's been fine ...

as far as i can say it is ...
some things can't be controlled ...
and you can't exactly please everyone ...
trying to please everyone will only result in running myself ragged ...
which i already have ...

i want some time out from school ...
not worrying about school and just letting go ...
which is why i look forward to weekends when i can meet up with friends ...
but somehow ... weekends are also my most productive time's of the week ...
and i end up canceling on friends ...
which makes two parties of people unhappy ...
me and my friends ...

not to mention i haven't exactly been spending time with my family on weekends ...
i guess this is how life will be when i hit the army too ...

went for dinner at al-azhar on wednesday ...
the hokkien mee was pretty good actually !
i'm starting to think this place has pretty good food all around lar !

thursday morning ... had a debate during MIS class ...
interesting stuff lar ... no surprise who the team picked to be last speaker ~_~
jeez ...

as you can see ... thats all i can remember in 2 days ...

other than the things that made me smile of course
hehe ... but that's only for me to know

(:

well ... way to go ... i started off negative but came back positive !


aiky wrote in white | 7:44 AM


Tuesday, November 11, 2008
and the shit hits the fan real hard


just finished up the 1st quality audit presentation for the IIP
and thank god . my group had few issues .
i'd like to say a big thank you to my group mates for putting up with all the funny business ...
esp liana ...
lets keep up the good work aye?
we can ace this one .
"i'd also like to say ... I WAS THE FIRST ONE HERE FOR THE MEETING THIS MORNING !!"

other groups were not so lucky ...
call it the luck of the draw ...
or something likedat ...
i feel the pain though ...

went for harry's bday party on sunday ...
was quite a interesting thing his party ...
haha ...

IS day yesterday ...
rushed the IIP ppt for today ...
went for WISP and AA ...
AA had a test which was quite a joke ...
everyone was referring to some form of notes but this poor dude got caught ...
poor guy ...

stayed in school till late to do more of the IIP ppt ...

in other news ... i'm fucking sick now ...
flu,cough,lungs hurt.
can't really breathe properly ...
prob gonna die soon ...

oh and there's still this huge pile of work not done ... YAYNESS


aiky wrote in white | 12:09 PM


Sunday, November 9, 2008
sunday. bloody sunday.


holy crappppppppppppp
it's sunday already larrrrrrrrrr fuck.
all the work due today >.<
and what have i done?
almost nothing.
*screammmmmmmmmmmms*

What's Left:
IIP Proposal
IIP Presentation
IES Quiz
MIS E-Tutorial
IEA Workshops
IEA UML Diagrams
IEA PBL : SOA
WBA Quiz - But it's kinda down.

Ok ... Lemme finish this post before I start working on all these things la

Thursday was spent mostly in school .
Working on the IIP proposal.
Maybe cause we haven't been in school for a week ...
Everything looks great ;p
Managed to be rather productive for the first few hours or so ...
Some rather interesting distractions =p

Went to BK at Holland V for lunch .
I had the Quad Stacker .
Which I now believe is the start of the cause of my current flu/sore throat thingyyy ...
The amount of turkey bacon in that thing ... is sick ...
Every bite you'd hear a loud *crunch* *crunch*
I swear there's a beef patty's thickness of bacon in that thing
But for the price i paid ... I'd rather go to Carl's Jr ...

Bumped from place to place around Holland V trying to find a place to complete our project ...
Everywhere was either crowded or had no power outlets ...
Ended up going back to school ...
Where after doing a tiny little bit of project ...
We ended up looking at old pictures ...
Of time's gone by ... Year 1 and Year 2 ...
Miss those days <3
*tears*

So anyway ... we ended the meeting cause we kinda lost focus ... LOL ...

Friday ...
Met up with HT and Nick.
Supposedly we were just going for Ban Mian, Teh Tarik and Curry Puff ...
If there's 3 things I'd have everyday ... It'd be this 3 things !!

Took a bus down to Parkway and cause it was still early went to check out if Nick's game was available ... but apparently not at PP ... But Nick insisted it was out already ...

Went to have my fav Teh Tarik and Curry Puff combo at the Hawker Center opp PP .
Man ...
The Teh Tarik prepared by the dude in the morning is . AWESOME .
the difference was subtle . but we so felt it.
President's Teh Tarik indeed !

Than we headed over to Roxy Square for my fav Ban Mian ...
Which Nick and Ht didn't finish cause they were too full ... LOL ...
I'm such a glutton >.<

Took a walk over to ECP ...
A rather beautiful place to be ... Esp since being Friday Noon there were not many people there .
It was so quiet and the weather so pleasant ... You wouldn't believe it was Singapore ...
Took a number of pictures .
Mostly on Nick's Cam .
Got caught in a passing shower at one point ... *yet another reason why i'm falling sick now*
Got a drink at McCafe ... last time i'm getting a drink there ... for a few bucks more i'll have either Starbucks or Coffee Bean ...

Walked back to PP ...
Met Zhi Han there ... quite a coincidence ... really ...
Haven't seen the dude in like more than 2.5 years ?

Nick wanted to get his game realllllllly badddly ...
So we took 36 to town and headed for Funan ...
Where he indeed got his game.
He was like high after getting his game ...
Sheesh ...

Went down to Central ...
Had Bak Kut Teh for dinner ...
Pretty good stuff !

Saturday . Holy Crap .

Met up with KS and Johnnie .
For something I don't regret .
But my ass probably is.

In summary .

42 Klick Bike Ride

From :

EastCoast >>> Changi >>> Loyang >>>PasirRis >>> Tampines >>> Bedok >>> Kemangan >>> Siglap >>> EastCoast

one hellava bike ride.

we should have taken about 4 hours ... but Johnnie gey kiang ... think he sibei zai ...
end up ... he's gonna get a scar just below his knee for that ...
so we took about 4.5 hours ...
haha ...

but really ... it was something i don't think there are many ppl out there crazy enough to wanna do it and still motivate the others around to carry on ...
so thanks for the whole thing bro's

but after that of couse ... we were shag and cui beyond cui .
hahaha ...

literally died ... rest of the day ...
*beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep*

and now ... back to our regular program .

friggin work .




a few simple words from you always brightens up my day
(:


aiky wrote in white | 7:42 AM


Wednesday, November 5, 2008
russell petersssssssssssssss


was fucking fantastic last night !!!
worth every last cent ...
but the fucked up security personnel
didn't even let us take pictures ...
i mean ... video ... we understand ... but pictures ????
zzz ...

but lets not let that spoil my mood eh ...
seriously ... if you thought he was funny from all the videos ...
than let me say ... it's a whole new ball game watching it live !

had a great time !!

and now back to this boring life i got ... and this freaking huge pile of e-learning assignments ...
yay me ...


and to everyone out there ... please freaking take care of yourselves ...
whether it be mentally of physically ...
although it doesn't seem obvious ... there ARE people worried for you ok !


aiky wrote in white | 2:46 PM


Tuesday, November 4, 2008
breaking the habit


listening to linkin park is the best way to wake up and clear the head

bringing back memories of LP's concert last year is an added bonus

had a couplea weird dreams last night ...the only one i remembered was the one i had before mum knocked me outta bed ... it was about Donuts ... *mmmmm donuts*


just spent two days with Shane and HT clearing through a huge pile of assignments and woah ...
as usual ... we always work miracles ... cleared lots of work ...
our coup de grace ... getting more that the 50 surveys required for our WISP in 30 mins ... hehe

bahhh mind blank ._. but nothing much happened that I will talk about here !

you people don't need to know the details =p


aiky wrote in white | 8:41 AM


Sunday, November 2, 2008
let it rain


how nice that the gathering dark clouds suits my current mood

and this new theme of my blog

white on black

made a mistake in the picture size ... but can't be bothered for now ...

the music piece currently : Merry Christmas Mr Lawrence

the dark mood is quite fitting


aiky wrote in white | 3:15 PM


Saturday, November 1, 2008
i'm going crazy over you but you'll never know


yet at the same time i feel it's so absurd .
once again it's this battle of conscious vs sub-conscious .
i offer no explanation for this silly behaviour .
i offer nothing but an apology to all who are affected by my spells of staring into space and sudden loss of chain of thought as well as other not very cool things ... haha ...

i'm gonna go on a limb and assume that certain people don't know about this blog
*i can only hope*
and that she most certainly does not know about this blog ...
so i'll say it out that

i have a huge crush on you girl

i want to say that, i hope we can remain friends for now.
i know you treat me like a friend. and i also want to to treat you like a friend.
and it's not like it's possible to be anything more than friends now.
considering how we met.
it's actually rather a miracle we're still talking.

i guess my closer friends would know who i'm talking about.

well enough about all that ...

where did i leave off last time ...
oh right ...

donated blood for the first time ever on thursday.
it was an experience that was quite livable actually.
everyone has fear's of needles and blood.
but both are involved when it comes to donating blood.
and i'll be damned if i said i wasn't afraid as hell.

but i went through with it anyway ...
it was quite painless actually ...
hahaha ...

there was actually this huge group of people who were queuing to donate blood ...
so i suppose that's good right ?
saw lots of guys with girls ... and many were like me first timers ...
prob trying to impress girls ... these guys ... haha
well i've got no one to impress at the moment ... take that !

so i got this butt load of proof i donated blood for the first time ...
- a "be gentle to me. this is my first donation" sticker
- an instruction card on what to do after donating blood for first timers
- a certificate that awards me the "No Chicken Award" for courage in making my 1st blood donation

lol ...

but for all that ... the sense of satisfaction at having done something good is well ... good lar !
although my left arm is damn cui ... even now ...
hahaha ...

went to al-azhar for a well deserved dinner

ordered the mee goreng , nann and the mutton masala . holy shit man.
the most shiok things i've eaten in a while .

the garlic nann was pure ownage . the mutton masala was melt in your mouth .
the mee goreng and ayam goreng was not too bad .
oh and the bandung godzilla was awesome . bandung + ice-cream + milo powder + whipped cream ...
*drooling*

friday ...
ahhh
boring day...

boring morning.
quite shag actually ...

woke up early ... like at 7 ?

but just didn't feel like going for school
IEA tutorial went ... ok ... starting to understand it ...

discussed projects for a while ...
did some publicity for OIAP ...

mmm ... yeah ...

went home ...

went to changi village for dinner ...
it's a really nice place there now ...
yeah ...

a nice place for dinner and a walk with someone special ?





i'm livin' on a prayer


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