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Wednesday, December 31, 2008
i'll say goodbye to 2008


and here i am ... writing out this last entry for the year ...
i must say ... this year has been a very eventful year ...
and as the last hours of it go by ...
i guess i'm actually gonna miss it alot ...

where do i begin ?
there's so much to say ...
so much to reflect on ...
so much that i have learnt ...
so much i have seen ...

2008 really has been a year that i've experienced the highest of highs ...
and also the lowest of lows ...

i've made many new friends ...
strengthened some old friendships ...
lost some friends ...
lost some friendships ...

the first two months of this year,
i found myself finishing up my second year in NP
and at the same time anxiously preparing for my overseas attachment ...
the anticipation and the expectations ...
the amount of preparation work ... the amount of mental preparation ...
not to mention my jumble of emotions ... it sure was a trying time ...
but still ... it seemed to me that this was something to really look forward to ...
as something that would really change my life ...
and true enough ... it did not disappoint ...

so on the very last day of Feb ... on the 29th no less ...
there was this rather large group of us at Terminal 3 ...
the larger portion of the people sending the smaller portion of us ...
and so on that day slightly more special than others ...
i started on this journey that would last exactly 177 days ...

to begin to describe this journey in words ...
is something that will take a rather long time ...
but i will try to give a summary of it all ...

the first few days over in Beijing ...
felt like it really was a holiday ...
with no responsibilities ... and nothing much to worry about ...
getting to know everyone at Olio ...
Shirley, James, Marshall , Maxine, Angela, Alice, Jack, Lily, Li Shifu. Xiao Li, Xiao Wang, Lu Shifu, Liu Sha and Chen Ping
as well as my fellow attachment mates ...
Anthony, Yiling and Min Wee
was a truly enjoyable experience ...

soon, work set in and i had to pick up the ropes in a quick hurry ...
having never worked before in my life ...
my learning curve sure was a steep one ...
the inital few months were rather interesting ...
as there was an endless amount of things to learn ...
we met lots of people ... from many different countries ...
many whom we speak to regularly and learn many interesting things from
we met many Singaporeans whom we also befriended
Sean , Dennis , May , Meifang , Vanessa , Jennifer, Michael, Gan. Clara, Joyce and Glen and so many others ...

without all of them i don't think i would have survived this entire journey so well ...
the work soon became repetitive and the usual politics came in ...
suddenly we detested work ... and longed for it to be over ...

new blood came and some staff left ...
Hao Ting , whom i'm sure the four of us are gulity of dragging all over Beijing at times , came first ... as a part-timer ...
Fairy our new admin , who never fails to be cheerful ...
Amy, whom we all detested.
Peter , our new AM ... i tell you ... without him ... i'm sure i wouldn't have lived my last few months there happily ... he sure has a way of motivating people and he's really just pro at being an AM ...
due to the Olympics period, Olio hired several part time staff , Ferry , Terrence and Ann.

all these people have made a difference in my life there ... be it small or large ...
for the first time ever ... i celebrated my birthday overseas ...
it sure felt different ...
and i was pretty glad that my friends back here didn't forget me ...
even Wei Jie sent me an email ... that bugger ... i was rather touched ... *tears*

there were also dark periods of time ...
when i felt really lonely ...
so far from home ... and putting people in such close confines ... seeing the same commnunity day in day out ... sure lead to some disputes and arguements ...

times like those i really felt like crying ... but i just stonewalled myself ...
i did lots of silly things over there ... as many of my close friends know ...
i actually folded a thousand stars ... haha ...
thinking back ... it sure was silly ...
but i never did regret doing that ...

so many things happened there ...
these memories ... i wouldn't mind going through it all over again ...

i got to see the Olympics ... though mostly on TV ... haha
i got to do what i wanted ... eat what i wanted ...
it was freedom ...

but of course ... all good and (thankfully) bad things must come to an end ...
and i left Beijing on the 23th of August ...
on the way back i made another friend (:

there's much that i've not said ... about what else happened ... but there's really too much to say ... i'll just remember them through the thousands of pictures that i took i guess ... of the fun times ... i mean like no one takes photos when they are down are they ?

moving on ...

homecoming was weird ...
i felt like Singapore was so different after just under 6 months overseas ...
i'm not if it was me who changed ... or it was everyone else ...
or maybe everyone and everything just changed ...

i was bitching about the prices of things when i got back ...
being in beijing for that short amount of time made me feel like Singapore is this super duper expensive place to live ... but i survived ...

met up with my friends whom i haven't seen in 6 months ...
somehow things felt weird ... at least initially ...
but i guess as of now ...
it's back to somewhat like what it was last time ...
but of course ... things can't go back to the way they were ... not that i want them too ...

holidays were truly holidays ...
i did all the playing i wanted ... all the going out i wanted ...
ate all the singapore food i wanted ... not that i really missed them ...
i mean ... there are so many singaporean food outlets there in beijing ...
and so many different type of foods to try ...

before long ... school started ...
and man was it tough ...
the first thing i said was ... i'd rather spend 6 more months working ...
and i wasn't proven wrong ...
not by a long shot ...

lectures and tutorial and workshops on things i totally did not think would be useful to me thus began ...
i mean ... after starting this lectures on ERP Systems ... i swear i won't go into ERP ... not for all the cash this profession offers ... it's not worth killing my brain cells over ...

the one thing that was supposedly something i would do ... well ... i wasn't really interested during the lectures at all ... lol ... project management ...

class selection was done before sem started and the remenants of our first year class gathered for one last semester together ... but i doubt we'll ever be the same way we were again ... too much has happened ...

the end of 2008 also means the end of another phase of my life ...
the ending of my 3 year course in Ngee Ann ...

*this part onwards written in 2009*
-didn't know this would take that long ... brought my laptop out but reflections sure take ages-

my almost 3 years in Ngee Ann is coming to an end soon ...
and ... it seems like just yesterday that i stepped in Ngee Ann for the first time ...
i've said many times why i chose to enter Poly rather than JC ...
and many times, my reasons have come back to bite me ...
in times when i'm down ... they only taunt me more ...
you see ... majority of my peers and friends chose the JC route ...
to put into perspective ... in Ngee Ann ... there are only 3 VS guys in this batch
which makes for not alot of friends and connections in this place ...

thankfully i at least have a small handful of close friends ...
and a slightly larger group of people i would consider friends ...
and of course the two people i wouldn't have survived without , Hsein Tze and Shane ...
and more recently Nick ...

lots of things have gone by ...
lots of memories that will be talked about in the coming weeks leading to "Graduation"

BAOC '06 ... BAOC'07 ... Serve Cambodia'07 ... Chalets ... Outings ... Attachment ... Projects ... Class ... And so much more ...

the things that have happened ... i wouldn't change for the world ...
the good and the bad ...

recently i've been trying to come to terms with all the not so good things that have happened ...
and realized that there have been so much misconceptions and miscommunications ...
and i'm glad that some things have been cleared ...

of course ... it's impossible to ask for things to go back to the way they were ...
but i do hope that many years down the road ...
we can all look back ...
and laugh at our silly thoughts , actions and whatnots ...

in 2008 ... i really did do alot of stupid things ... haha ...

other than school ... after coming back from Beijing ...

i was trying to reconnect with old friends ...
and meeting up with old friends ...
thanks to Facebook ...

i started to get in touch with Pri School friends ...
even met a few by chance ...

also met up more with my Sec School friends whom i've fell out of contact with for quite some time ... my seniors and my peers ...

it's funny how i will always regard them as my seniors even though ... from what they tell me ...
they no longer regard me as their junior but just one of them ...

the whole bunch of them are in army or ORDing soon ...
even my peers ...
2009 is the year of ORDing ...
and i'm merely enlisting in 2009 ...
guess ... sometime in May ?
at least that's what i hope ...

been hearing lots of stories from them about the Army ...
some good ... many more bad ...
yet ... believe it or not ... i'm actually looking forward to it ...
hahahaha ...

i'd prob make a new bunch of friends when i go in ...
so i suppose that'd be a good thing ...

school hasn't been on my mind much this year ... what with attachment being a major part of the year ... and other issues ...

i've been constantly thinking about what next ...
where do i go from after NS ...
they say that you have those two years to think through ...
but really ... not really fully considering what i wanted to do ...
is what landed me in BIT in the first place ...

looking back ... i would have wanted to go for Mass Comm ...
not that i regret taking this course ...
but i would have wanted to take something else given the choice all over again ...

one thing that has been constantly on my mind this year ...
would honestly be girls ...
funny how this would look when you read it ...

some of my friends say ... you're going through that phase where you want a girlfriend ...
blah blah ...

but idk ...
what do i really want ...
i've said many times that i'm not the sort to mess around ...
perhaps the guy up there has plans for me lar ...

but i guess ... for 2009 ...
i'd like to try to focus myself on other things ...

if you're still reading ...
well hold on for a lil more ...
this is coming to an end soon ...

2008 has been a great year ...
all the good things ...
and all the bad things ...

i honestly have no regrets doing any of the things i did ...
and i spent lots of time with my family and friends ...
and i realized that ...
it's not till something is gone ...
that you realize ...
how good it was ...
2008 was actually a great year ...
and now it's gone ...


The time now is 1.42pm, January the First 2009

Happy New Year Dear Reader

(:


aiky wrote in white | 11:16 AM


Monday, December 29, 2008
when all is said and done


wow ... it's been a week since i last really felt like writing anything ...
or had the time too ...

frankly ... i don't even remember what happened in the past week ...

christmas eve ... christmas ... boxing day ... and a whole lot of other days ...

just went by like that ...

oh yea ... it's all coming back to me now ...

starting too at least ...

231208 - Tuesday

went back to school ...
yes ...
two days before christmas ...
and i'm back in friggin school ...
discussed projects ...
talked about plans ...
saw charles and syahid in school too ...
so we're not like totally alone in having to drag ourselves back to school lar ... haha ...

went to town in the evening with Shane and HT ...
i needed to drop off a phone for repair at Wisma .
Shane wanted to get Art Supplies to make a card from Art Friend at Taka .
Yes . You read the previous sentence right .
But before we got there ... we missed the stop and were stuck in a jam and ended up like at Shenton Way ... we took a train back ...

Town was crowded as hell ... Well ... Or somewhat to that extent lar ...
Surprisingly ... got served pretty fast when i dropped the phone for repair ... Like i was kinda expecting some 1 hour long wait or something ... I waited all of 3 mins ?!
Caught up with Ht and Shane at Art Friend where I met Shane's Sec School friend Victor ...
Wondered around looking for Shane's Art supplies ...
Somehow ... Shane and Art isn't registering well in your head now is it !

Well ... LOL !

than dinner time . basket .
walk around everywhere .
everywhere also queue like crazy wan lar ...

than we decided to go ThaiExpress ...
so we walked over to Paragon
the food was pretty good !
and the mango with glutionious rice and coconut milk dessert was to die for !
the other 3 of us blanja Shane cause the next day 24th was his birthday
rather value for $$ meal though

241208 - Wednesday

Christmas Eve .

As I recalled it ... I stoned the entire day ?!

Only thing i remembered was preparing dinner.
Having a really big dinner feast ...

And than more stoning after dinner ...

251208 - Thursday

Christmas Day .

Again, more stoning.

I do recall talking to people ...
but about what ... and when ... i don't really recall ...

261209 - Friday

Boxing Day .

Yet more stoning.

Except that in the Evening , i did get out of the house for the Serve Camb 07 meetup.
Had a great evening , talking about old times , new happenings , and all kinds of things ...
Kudos to Joel for organising the whole thing ... although the food was pretty ... ~_~" and the price a tad expensieve too ...

Joel brought with him the Certificates for our YEP Participation ... and inside the envelope ... was a letter i got from a kid in Cambodia ...

Man ... that letter ... really brings back lots of memories ... and many things we said we'd do ... but just never did ... kinda makes me feel pretty guilty ...

Well ... soon as i clear my assignments and stuff ... I'll make good on one thing i said i'll do ...
Or more likely after i get out of Poly ...
Everywhere in between seems like a huge mess of deadlines ...

271208 - Saturday

You guessed it.

Yet more stoning.

'Nuff Said.

Did see something rather interesting though .

Lost like 5 bucks plus at Mahjong ... Bleah ...

281208 - Sunday

Family Gathering.

For once, everyone got there about the same time ... so that was good ...

Talked alot ... Seems that we never run out of stuff to talk about ... Haha ...

Lots was talked about Victor Biao Ge's upcoming wedding which is next Sunday ...

And today we got confirmation of the type of Dinner .

Western Style Vegetarian

wonder what that means ...

only one way to find out ... on the spot next week ...

Today

Did more stoning ...

Really ... Lots of things have gone through my mind ...

Been having lots of dreams ...

Most seem to concern my upcoming National Service ...
Others seem to be about this particular girl ...
Yet others don't seem to make sense at all ...

What this means however ... Is that I haven't had a decent nights sleep in a long time ...
It's been nearly two weeks now ...
And I'm damn tired ...

Perhaps the new year will bring new things ...

I guess that's all for now ...

Back to Reality . Work . Assignments and Projects .


aiky wrote in white | 7:01 PM


Monday, December 22, 2008
70 to Go


alright ... play times put on hold .
for now.

there's much to do and not much time to do it.

a simple calculation reveals that it is only 70 days to the last day of school

that's right. in 70 short days (worst case scenario) ,

we are outta poly .

for good (hopefully)

christmas is around the corner ...
but meh ... christmas has always just been another holiday for me ...
but for the rest of you people , have fun (:

plenty of projects and things due when school resumes in January 09.

so i guess it's time to put aside all other things for now.
what would normally take a rather short time is gonna take longer in this holiday mood everyone is in.

it's the last lap.
sprint to the finish.


aiky wrote in white | 9:52 PM


days like this


when you just hate life ...
when you find it has no meaning ...
and you just don't want to talk to anyone and for anyone to talk to you ...
cause you actually woke up far more tired than when you fell asleep ...

haven't been sleeping well these days ...

not to mention there's a huge hole in my pocket .
so . don't expect me out for anything .
cause i'm broke.

and Trish I know you'll read this sometime
thanks for all the oldies (:
their damn good and some songs i've been looking for quite some time
thanks !



(:


aiky wrote in white | 8:19 AM


Saturday, December 20, 2008
boys and their toys


hehe ... my dad totally surprised me today with what i'd consider an early xmas present !

i've been complaining for eons about my K800i ...
the second one that is ...
which seems to have been like having a gazillion problems of all sorts ...
and i've been eyeing that sleek C902 since i first laid eyes on it in that email

and ... dum dum dum ! my dad got me one of them !!
today ~!!!
WOOHOOOOOOOO !!

Thanks Dad !!

my bro got an upgrade too ...
from his old w810i or something ( can't seem to remember )
to a HTC touch dual
which i don't fancy one bit at all =p

<3 my C902

had a great past 3 days with my family ...
dad took leave to bring us out !!

recap of this week

151208

Monday . Dead boring . Next !

161208

Tuesday

Spent most of the day working on some things ...
But mostly slacking anyway ...
Rather satisfied with the results (:

171208

Wednesday

Spent a godforsaken number of hours in school at OurSpace @ the Reading Room trying to finish the OIAP video which is long long long long long overdue ...
Tricia was there to help me (:
semi-officially done with that video at long last !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A very good day (:

181208

Thursday

First day Dad's on leave.
Spent the morning wasting away as usual =d
Siblings had Choir ... their CCA at school ...

Tried booking Bowling lanes at various places ...
To no avail ...
Went for lunch at Beach Road !!
<3 the food there man !!

After lunch we didn't know what to do !!
Original plan was bowling ...
But couldn't get lanes at any of the places we'd go to normally .. ):
Dad suggested going to IMM,
I countered saying that there's a Bowling Alley at West Coast we could try ...
Yup, the same one I bowled at last week ...
We gave it a shot ...
And lol ...
The place was soooooooooooo empty ...
Played 5 games ... Did rather ok ...
Couldn't find the right ball =(
Not my best performance again ...
I think the more I play the worse I get ...
Bahhhhhh ...

Went for dinner at Shokudo at CityHall ...
i was ok with my food ... everyone was ):
thought i agree that the price was steep for the portions ...
oh wells ...
bought donuts from donut factory for breakfast the next day (:
sadly they were out of double chocolate =/

191208

Friday

Again, due to my Sis having tuition, spent the morning wasting away at home again ...
Sigh ...

Went out for lunch ...
Had Ban Mian at Roxy Square !!
Woohoo !!

Than ...
We ...
Went ...
Cycling ...

From ECP to Changi Village ...
which is about 20km there and 20km back =O
i reckon ?!
for a total of 40 klicks ... woo ~

and ... i had to ride a tandem bike with my sis at the back ...
cause she can't cycle ...
totally shagged out after that lar !!

it was only my bro's second time riding a bike ...
and cause i was pushing for a longer distance ... hehe ...
ended up going so far ...
good job though man !!

had BK for dinner ...
went home ... bathed and collapsed ...
got woken up by HT who called me like 12+am
talked for about an hour ...
couldn't get back to sleep ...
somehow ... sometime ... fell back asleep ...

201208

Saturday

today !!
on top of the above stuff

spend the day at home recuperating

went back to sleep after lunch
was woken up by Mum who passed me my C902 (:
although it didn't register in my head at that point in time
it soon registered alright !

went out for dinner at this Japanese restaurant called Irodori Japanese Restaurant at River View Hotel ... Took some pictures using my new phone (:
Testing shots !

Will upload them on Facebook ... mmmm ... later i guess ...

After dinner, Dad drove us to a few nice spots ...
Got some pictures of those too ...
Again, testing my new phone (:

Haha ... But really, these spots were very nice ...
The ideal places to bring your date ...
Hehe (:

and the HDD that my aunty's friend helped me order are hereeeeeeeeeeee !!
woots !!

another 320 GB of HDD space in a small compact sizeeee (:

wooohooo love my new toys man !!


Thanks to Dad and Mum ! Thanks to my Bro and Sis ! and Thanks to Aunt Jane !!
Been a great few days !

(:


aiky wrote in white | 11:47 PM


Friday, December 19, 2008
because it made you smile


and the stars they seem
to paint the most elaborate scene

(:


aiky wrote in white | 1:12 PM


Tuesday, December 16, 2008
an expression of self


lost at the crossroads ~ aiky

standing at the crossroads

staring at the wrong roads

it's getting dark
it's getting cold


i don't remember

the sun going under


listen to my heart

or heed my head


the questions they pose

i still can't answer

a path appears

as if in answer


i follow this path in hopes of an answer
it fades out before i remember


am i lost

i stop and ponder


i sit and stare

and stare at yonder












Guess Who ?


aiky wrote in white | 6:41 PM


Monday, December 15, 2008
i feel damn wasted.


wake up damn it.
wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up

damn it.

somebody get me to wake up.


aiky wrote in white | 8:54 PM


monday is blue


and so are you

ok ... so it's monday ... what a bummer ...
not in the mood to do much after such a great weekend ...
hahaha

playing games all morning on Kongregate ... hehe ...

yesterday was a great day to have spent in bed ...
it was raining like there was no tomorrow ... and cycling was canceled
):

but no worries we'll do it some other time than ...
instead met up with ks and johnnie for lunch at PP ...
been about a month since i last met them ...

had lunch at jack's place ... either the food has improved since i last stopped eating at jack's place due to the horrible food or i was just damn hungry ... either way ... it was not too bad ...

decided to go bowling (yes i've been bowling like it's free, which it is SO not, it's actually rather ex)
at kallang leisure park ...

caught a bus over ...
lemme say ... THERE IS NOTHING AT THAT FRIGGIN PLACE.
other than the Bowling Alley ... which is actually quite high tech ( was quite like the one at West Coast)
the Cinema , the Ice-Skating Rink and K-Box ...
there's nothing much to see there.

THERE ISN'T EVEN A FRIGGIN DBS ATM ?!

didn't play too well ...
got 109,108,101,132?
not too sure about the last game
will upload pictures and videos on FB soon ...

yes i still have not uploaded the videos for last thursday ... just be patient ...
i got other more important things to do

gonna go work on stuff now

(:


aiky wrote in white | 12:41 PM


Sunday, December 14, 2008
one more day and one more time


Cousins <3

thanks for the memories
(:

even though we hardly spend time like we used to anymore
i guess that makes the times we meet up more fun and enjoyable !

according the my master plan *muhahahaha*

my cousins and i zaoed from the family gathering ...
*which i had already spent more than half of the day doing nothing there*
and went to Tampines SAFRA for BOWLING !!

but we only had limited time so like ... we only managed to bowl two games ...
i did so poorly in the first game i was like so ):
but i came back partially in the second to finish with a 130 =d
hehe ...
i swear the lane was at fault ...
even lim yi said the lane was faulty !!

after that we want to eat shaved ice ...
so we though ok ... why not head over to TM to one of them HK Cafes ...
but guess what ?!
Tampine BO LEH !!

ended up we headed back to Siglap
sat there eating shaved ice and just talking ...
totally chillx

thanks mich and syl biao jie for treating us to bowling and supper !!
thanks to all you cuzzies for being so fun to hang around with !!
thanks to our parents for fetching us around !!

meet up again soon you all !!

(:

need catch some winks for now


aiky wrote in white | 12:34 AM


Saturday, December 13, 2008
a new day has come


the human body is messed up ... SERIOUSLY.

when we CAN sleep. we just can't seem to fall asleep. or else we wake up bloody early or something.

when we CAN'T sleep. we just keep falling asleep or we oversleep or something.

case in point, me.

i just freaking went to bed around 4 in the morning right ... 4 In The Morning is a nice song anyway but the point is .
check the time out ... it's bloody 8am.
and it's not like i had alot of sleep in the previous 48 hours ...

wed night slept from 3am-6am
thu night slept from 1am-8am

i have a deficit sleep debt going here ...
why isn't it clearing damnit ...

sigh .

CT's ended on Thursday,

Went K-Box
Bowling
and Town for Dinner.

Pictures are all on Facebook ... so go there !!!

K-Box Album

Bowling Album

Night @ Town Album

Friday, totally died.

Did go out for dinner though ...
Heh ... Went to Old Airport Food Center.
THE FOOD ROCKS ~!

But most of course don't know where that is lar ... I reckon ... It's an East-Sider thing ^.^

Went to Giant at Tampines to buy stuff ...
Wahahahahahaha ... Got lots of munchies ...
I'm restocking my very badly depleted inventory at home ...
Saw this very innovative thing there

Kaya In An Easy To Use Packet !!
Perfect for Squeezing Kaya Straight Into Your Mouth !!


that's all for now ...
gotta run ~





aiky wrote in white | 8:40 AM


Friday, December 12, 2008
tired


just that.

tired.

it'll take you 3 seconds to navigate away from this blog.
if that's what you came to see.


aiky wrote in white | 9:49 AM


Wednesday, December 10, 2008
you could almost hear the loud OWNAGE from dota


IES was pure murder.
MURDERRRRRRRRR
BLOOOOODY MURDERRRRRR

ok. now i got that outta my system.
the IES paper did trigger off a spurt of creative SMSes though ...
ahahahaha ...

nothing like a major disaster for people to bitch about together ...

GOOD NEWS : THERE IS NO IES FINAL !
BAD NEWS : IIP is 50% . The Nightmare's NOT over yet.


after the paper everyone went home ...
with the intention of studying ...
but really ...
at least from the guys POV ...
we didn't lar ...
hahahaha ...

i should really go study now ...
yeah ... that's what i SHOULD do ...



and than the day seems so much brighter


(:


aiky wrote in white | 11:56 AM


Monday, December 8, 2008
I'm turning my head up and down . I'm turning turning turning turning turning around


holy crap ... i just slept my way past today ...
slept slothed sloshed

damn today's good weather ... so perfect for sleeping ...
*looks longingly at bed*

but NO . i HAVE to study .
IES is no joke.

actually got some thinking done.
was thinking of forgetting some things.
letting some friendships go ...
somehow the price to pay for maintaining them is just too high ...
if you're reading this ... prob no ... it's not you ...
cause only people closer to me would even know this exisits ...
no wait ... only less than fifty people know of this blog's existence ...
so ... not really alot of people ... of these fifty , i'm sure many have stopped coming ...
but it's alright ... i've finally realised that ... what i want for this blog is for me to remember how i lived my days ...
recently blog writing has all but died out ... used to spend an hour each day blog hopping to see whats happening ... nowadays ... blog hopping once a week is more than enough ...
yeah sure ... everyone is busy ... with life ... studying and god knows what else ...
but it really doesn't take that long to write a few lines does it ?
and taking time out to express yourselves for a bit ...
i don't think it's that much of a chore or time consuming right ?
in fact as i write this out ... my head is starting to clear actually

so anyway ... i was saying ... prob time to burn some bridges and build new ones ...
some of these bridges really lead now-where
and yet i'm still worried about the friends on the other sides of these bridges ...
well ... someone's gotta look out for me too right.
i pick myself.
i can't worry for so many people when i can't even take care of my own affairs.
selfish as that may sound. i think that's what got me into this sorry state i'm in, in the first place.
i care too much for others ... and more often than not ... i seriously doubt it's reciprocated.

friends come and go ... time for some to go


And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder


aiky wrote in white | 7:02 PM


2 down 2 to go


wow i wanted to take a sunday date for this blog entry ...
but fate conspired against me and so i end up with this 12midnight entry ... creepy ...
hahahaha ...

so cleared MEB on Saturday ...
quite a relief ...

so "BAM !" MEB is down for the count .

went to meet Xiang and Shuwei for lunch ... I was late ...
met up at City Hall and went for lunch at that Jap Marche like place at the basement of Raffles City for lunch ...
food was good ! variety wide ! price also >.< !
hahaha

got our hair cut at this salon upstairs ...
shuwei wasn't too happy with her haircut though ...
cheer up cuz !! it's only hair , it'll grow back alright (:

here's how my hair looked after the cut ! love it !


went for coffee at starbucks
chatted the rest of the afternoon away =d

and in the evening ... chionged all the e-learning crap ...
that was due tonight ...
slacked the rest ... hahaha

that's about it ...
tmr's a new day ...

TO STUDY



"We <3 IES and WBA !!"
say it with me !!!


(:


aiky wrote in white | 12:00 AM


Friday, December 5, 2008
1 down 3 to go


*Bang*

MIS is down for the count !

Only 3 to go ... We can make it !!!

MEB is in less than 20 hours and I just fell asleep again after coming home for MIS .
MIS was do-able .
Meaning I will pass .
But marks ... well i'm happy with any mark above a pass =D

Today is Dad's Birthday ... But ... Ergh ... MEB's tomorrow ...
Might go out for dinner later ?

For now their out at ECP .

ERGH. I WOULD SO KILL TO BE AT ECP NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!!!

It's Friday.
And the weathers so damn fine.
Not to mention the man up there is trying to be very funny.
Placing so many eye-candys around today ... * wait this doesn't sound like me*
Knowing full well we HAVE TO go home to study today ... >.<

*screams*

AHHH Heck Care Lar ...
Study first ...
Everything else can wait .
All in good time.
All in good time.

Somewhere out there is the girl for me.
I think ?!

Ok that was so random.
Tigger !!
I did colour him !
But I thought the sketch was cuter


(:



it doesn't take courage to ask. it takes courage to accept the answers to the questions which you ask.


aiky wrote in white | 4:56 PM


Thursday, December 4, 2008
Kiwi !


i'm supposed to be studying ... yes i know ...
just take a moment to post this video ...




Cute Little Kiwi !


No Matter How Absurd Or Out Of Reach Your Dreams Are Nothing Can Stop You From
Achieving Them

If you don't get the video , Kiwis can't fly.


aiky wrote in white | 3:35 PM


23 hours to change the world


not really change the world lar ...
just cramming all the knowledge i need to take tomorrow's MIS paper
and erm alil of MEB's paper

after two days of doing practically nothing related to school ...
well other than just looking briefly through school stuff ...

spent tuesday out with nick and ht doing practically nothing ?!
went for lunch at astons at katong
went to lim teh tarik at parkway
went to ecp and watched nsf do road march ...
was gonna rain ...
it did rain ...
but it was the drizzle sort ... or so we thought ...
we took shelter under a tree ...
seriously !
walked over to carl's jr ... that part of ecp seems so empty on tuesday ...
played german bridge for countless hours there ...
cause the rain just kept pouring ...
we finally left there at 8pm ...
went to find a place to eat at parkway ...
didn't know what to eat ...
ended up at banquet ...

after makan ... went home.

yesterday ...

the less said the better .
did practically nothing .

alright i'm off to study ...
there's nothing left unfinished for me to complete on this laptop for now !



it'll all get better in time


(:


aiky wrote in white | 8:55 AM


Tuesday, December 2, 2008
i'm not in love | this is not your song


was gonna write this entry yesterday ...
but erm ... wasn't in the mood to do much ...
it's the mood whereby , you're happy , but you're just too darn lazy to do anything ...
hahaha

so anyway yup ... sunday !

finally after eons ... well not really eons lar ...
our families met once after i got back ...
but after eons of not having a cousin outing ...
*i was away for 6months =d*

we finally had one =d
although planning was alil on the fly ...
and communications were a tad shaky ...
at least we got off our butts to finally meet up !!

met up at PS ...
supposed to go to astons ...
but due to a slight drizzle ...
we abandoned plans for that ...
and had jap instead !
food was not too bad and the price was not too expensive

decided to go bowling next ...
so to marina square we went !
by train >.<
cause xiang had no cash in his ez-link card ... mehhhhhhh

on the way checked out NUM cause xiang wanted to get a jacket ...
but apparently they only had it at Heeren ...
lols

so we went bowling !!
guan yu is good !!
i'm ok ...
xiang is so-so
shuwei is ermmmm ok ?!
janice biao jie was bowling for the first time !!

so you can guess the scores =d
haha ...

it was fun though !
we'll do better next time !!

xiang die also want his jacket ...
so we went to heeren to get his jacket ...
and guess what ... we went by MRT again !!!
*grrrr*

so we were saying ... if he didn't buy the jacket ...
WE WOULD KILL HIM ...
so he did buy it ...
but it cost like a hundred bucks ... after discount ... -.-"

went to starbucks to have coffee and chill ...
surprisingly met Fredrick there ...
he like stays in front of my place and i never see him around ...
talked a little ...

than started chatting with my cousins ... and we sat there for like hours ...
until we realized it was getting late and decided to head for dinner ...

and we couldn't decided what to eat ... LOL !!

walked around paragon's basement
walked around taka's basement
ended up at Breeks with their LARGE oversizzzzzzzzed menus ...

picture on facebook !

yup yup !

after dinner went on home with janice , xiang and shuwei ... the East-Siders !

lim yi and guan yu the North-Siders =d


Yesterday was IS day ...

the only day this week with actual school ...

watched a documentry during WISP about S21 ...
the cambodian genocide thingeee ...
something i've had an expereince of,
having been there to see the place before ... like last year ...

art was quick as well ...
just the in-class quiz ... which i did rather ok for ... 8/10 ... hardly studied =d
ht got 7.5 and shane got 6.5 ?

yeah ... nothing much more to write about ... heading out soon ...

you know how those secondary school chinese letter writing endings go ?

就写到这里 。


(:


aiky wrote in white | 8:37 AM




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