Tuesday, November 27, 2007
what am i doing to my life ?
what am i doing to myself ?
what am i doing to those around me ?
do they even care ?
I know only one thing . Family will always be there for you no matter what .
blood will always be thicker than water .
although water can be very viscous
/randomness
playing with fire can be a very dangerous thing
aiky wrote in white | 11:22 PM
Sunday, November 25, 2007
to experience joy , you must first experience sorrow
to taste the sweet , you must first taste the bitter
to be in love , you must first be .........
i don't know .
i'm not emo . just random thoughts .
aiky wrote in white | 12:30 AM
Friday, November 23, 2007
From what seemed like alot of people who were interested ...
To the number of people who took the form ...
To the number of people who filled in the form ...
To the number of people who finally decided to go ahead with it ...
To the number of people who finally submitted the form ...
To my knowledge ... I'm the only person I know who has applied for the OIAP .
From many to one .
Not like I'm guaranteed a spot in the OIAP .
It would have better if i knew the other applicants or so .
Oh well .
Decision has been made .
Will wait for the interview .
And maybe you won't see me for 6 months next year .
Like anyone really cares . Sometimes . You really walk alone .
aiky wrote in white | 2:54 PM
Bleah ...
Another boring day ...
Settled E-Learning ... Albeit late though =x
Gotta really sit down now and fill up my OIAP forms.
Lol.
Of all songs to go through my playlist now ...
Eleanor Rigby - The Beatles .
All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?
aiky wrote in white | 1:30 AM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Hmmm ....
I should be changing blogskin soon ....
Getting just a little sian of this song ...
Haha ... Other nicer songs out there =p
Anyway ...
CMA test was today ...
Yup ...
It's alright I guess ...
Should have no problems passing which is all I actually hope for
(aim low so when I get higher it feels good =x )
Anyway ... I actually understood my CMA stuff which is good !
I thought it was some tough crap that I would never understand ...
But than perhaps i speak too soon eh ...
The test results aren't out yet ...
And the test was only up till lecture 4 anyway ...
Yeah ...
So I shall go and look at the tutorials ...
Look ... cause i don't feel like doing them tonight ...
Wahahaha ....
Damnit needa go fill in the OIAP form ...
How could it have slipped my mind ...
Think I needa get a haircut and I think I also need a new passport size photo ...
My old photo looks so different from the way I look now ...
Or maybe that's just me =x
Haha ...
dreaming of you
aiky wrote in white | 9:34 PM
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
I'm soooo screwed .
Tomorrow's the CMA test and out of 4 lectures I've only read 1 .
God Bless Me .
Please ?
God . Why did I start gaming again >.<
Trying to go mug now .
Trying is the key word .
HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP !!!!!!!!!!!!!
aiky wrote in white | 8:52 PM
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Another day ...
Another post ...
Haha ...
Did alot of what I haven't done in ages .
Gamed .
Alot .
In fact so much that ... I'm afraid I'm going back to the old me ...
I grinded 6 hours worth of MapleStory ... Yes , I went back to that game ...
I played 3 hours of Dota ... Although my skills are still like crap ...
I played 5 hours of PSP ... And my cousin borrowed it ... So I don't have it for now ... Damnit ...
Hmm ... Yup ... I've been awake since I dunno what time ...
Hahaha ...
Please tell it's just a one off thing ...
But hey , it felt good to play my day away ...
What with only 3 more days to the first CMA Ct and I haven't done the least bit of revision for it
Woooohoooooo
somebody needs you
aiky wrote in white | 9:16 PM
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Back from a trip to 2 cemeteries ...
Although it was supposed to be one cemetery and one abandoned hdb estate ...
But due to lack of time ... And I dunno what ...
Ended up going to 2 lar ...
God I feel so cheated .
RAWRRRRRRR !!
But it was quite a interesting experience and I wouldn't mind going again .
Was quite intriguing .
Have some pictures ... Needa wait for Liana to send them over ...
So there'll be a picture post soon eh ...
Anyway spent most of the day unconscious aka sleeping ...
Man , I have no idea why am i so tired ...
Haha ...
Something I sent to a whole bunch of people just now ...
A day of quietness ...
A day of solitude ...
A day of soul searching ...
A day of reminiscence ...
A day spent reliving good memories ...
A day spent forgetting bad memories ...
A day in the life of oneself ...
What did you do today ?
So , what did you do today ?
aiky wrote in white | 11:47 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007
Wow ... And yet another week has gone by ...
Time really does pass by very quickly ...
A week filled with lots of happenings ...
Some good some bad ...
But mostly good xD
Mum got discharged from hospital this morning .
So that's yet another good thing this week !
Mmmm ... A Levels are ending soon ... Time to get all my buddies out before army grabs them !!
Gotta run .
There's truth in your lies . Doubt in your faith . All I got's what you didn't take .
In Pieces - Linkin Park
Lovin this song alot !
aiky wrote in white | 10:15 PM
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
It's only day 3 of the week
And I've already been through more moods and emotions than I thought possible in so short a time .
But I guess it's kinda more settled down for me already ...
Cleared lots of things away .
Hopefully ...
So I should have less things clouding me .
Am very relieved that my mum's op just now appears to be successful , haven't heard from the doc yet ...
But she seemed well and on the road to recovery so I'm very relieved .
Been suffering from withdrawal symptoms after last night's concert .
Been listening to Linkin Park songs all day . Especially those that were performed last night .
Ownage man . LP is OWNAGE .
So perhaps I'm getting a little addicted to it or something ... Haha !!
But it so takes all my troubles and worries away so why not ?!!
Oh . And I forgot to mention this last night .
Mike Shinoda tried to be extra and sang an extract of Petrified .
When he started to sing , everyone was like wondering what song was that until he hit the chorus .
Than the crowd went Oh .
Haha .
aiky wrote in white | 9:59 PM
How apt that I changed my blogs skin and used this song .
Cause .
Linkin Park OWNS .
It was freaking AWESOME .
If you weren't there . I can't tell you what you missed .
For all those Linkin Park fans out there who missed this concert .
You missed the concert of a lifetime .
There's no where else I would rather be tonight . No where . Not with anyone .
Every last cent I spent tonight was worth it .
Some Pictures ... Erm actually alot lar ... Haha
Although they aren't really that good .
I curse myself for not bringing a better camera .
Argh ...
Anyway here's a rough listing of the songs they performed :
one step closer
crawling
in the end
pushing me away ( acoustic )
don't stay
somewhere i belong
faint
breaking the habit ( acoustic )
from the inside
numb
bleed it out
no more sorrow
wake
given up
shadow of the day
what i've done
in pieces
the little things give you away
In no order what so ever .
They were AWESOME .
I want to go to another LP Concert !!!!!!!!
LINKIN PARK IS OWNAGE !!
aiky wrote in white | 12:27 AM
