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Thursday, July 19, 2007

I have no idea how to put this feelings into words ...
But I will try .

First off, I would like to say I'm sorry to everyone.

For all the problems that have happened this semester.
For causing the split of what was once one class.
Sure it was bound to happen at some time.
But maybe it needn't have happened ?
And sure as hell.
I accelerated it.

And no doubt, everyone was affected by it to a cetain extent.

I have nothing to say except that I'm sorry.

Of course flip side, it takes two to clap.

Everyone else caused and widened this rift by ignoring it , pretending it didn't exist or giving the attitude I myself adopted. The Us and Them attitude.

Secondly, I would like to apologise to my close friends.

Although saying this will not bring time back.
I would like to say I'm sorry.
Sorry that, you guys had to listen to my shit, bear with my attitudes and my moods.
It's tough to find friends like you guys.
I'm really thankful that you guys are around.
Although it's not as if I can stop all these feelings and emotions at once, I will try.

Sorry Hsein Tze , Liana , Shane and Perlyn.

Lastly , I would like to apologise to my project group.

What should have been a rather fun aspect of the semester.
Became more of something to be done and got over with.
There wasn't the drive and motivation to get the job done.
And blame would go to me for causing the group to be split.
Sorry that I wasn't professional enough to distinct between work and personal feelings.
And really, that simple reason was the cause of it all.
These is now less than a week to certain project deadlines.
I really hope we can come together for this period of time and get things done.
Really hope to have your full co-operation.

I know we can get everything done.

Sorry for all the problems.
But lets put it all behind us.

Once again .
Sorry to everyone.
I hope you all understand what I'm trying to say.

Aik Leng

aiky wrote in white | 7:19 AM