the secret of the world ; is written in the stars

Sunday, October 28, 2007

reflection -

the act of examining one's past actions and words , to learn from mistakes as well as things that went right ...

Been doing lots of that recently , still searching for an answer ...

Of course there won't be an answer , after all it's a lifelong journey ...

But I kinda made up my mind on certain things ...

It's time to leave some things behind ...

No point pursuing things that are not meant to be ...

No point caring about things that no longer affect me ...

No point bothering about things that I can't change ...

No ... I'm not giving up .

I'm just changing my focus .

I'd like to say I gave my best shot to everything I've done ...
But I'd be lying if I said so ...

At the very least , I can say that I gave everything a try ...
And it's not always up to me that things should work out ...

So ... I'm gonna leave this all behind ...

Life is still out there ...

I'm what ?

18 ?

I've still got a long way ahead of me ...

More roads to walk

More to experience

More trials and tribulations

More joy and happiness

More grief and sorrow

What's gone by is but a small taste of things to come ...

And I welcome everything I've experienced ...

For everything no matter whether it caused grief and sorrow or joy and happiness;

Is a lesson unto itself .

Cliché as that sounds, it's true .

And while on the note of cliché;

Cliché things work.
That's why they're used.
If you can't do it.
Don't call it cliché.
Cause you can't do it.

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints in our hearts, and we are never ever the same. - Unknown

aiky wrote in white | 9:24 PM