the secret of the world ; is written in the stars

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

yeah it's 8am ...

i should be preparing to head for sch ... but i'm not ._.

seems like this sem i never seem to leave my house before 8

doesn't seem to be any reason to be in school on time ...

sierra square delta square

printer's outta ink . can't print any of my notes .

guess i'll just have to study from slides or something ...

if and when i begin to study .

heh .

as usual .

i'm depending on two thing to pull me through .

my ability to understand things fast and luck .

lady luck has always dealt me rather good cards when it comes to tough academic situations

everything else ...

well leaves much to be said ...

in other words

in other situation i'm probably gonna screw up .

perhaps i'm paranoid

perhaps i'm just withdrawing

perhaps i just wanna be by myself

perhaps i just wanna leave everything behind and just be who i am

all it could be all of the above

somehow i prefer my old friends

at least with them you know what's coming

and it doesn't take 10,000 years to get them to go out -.-

but after 4 years you'd think we know each other for how we are

and some 10 years yo .

and to those who would say stop living in the past .

well i love my past more than my present and i hope the future's better than the present .

but after all is said and done .

i'm still here .

and it's here i will have to continue to be .

when's that oiap interview .

i want out of here now .

friends come and go
family is forever

aiky wrote in white | 8:00 AM