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Thursday, February 28, 2008

I'm Going Away ...

I guess this post is long overdue ...

Way way way overdue ...

Been busy getting ready , going out , getting my own personal time and ... well you get the idea ...

But in less than 12 hours from now, I'll be leaving all I ever knew behind and leave on a journey which I have no idea what will be like, with new friends whom I just barely gotten to know, as well as new friends whom I will make.

The reality of it has gotten to me these past few days ... I've been zoning out ...

And perhaps a little paranoia.

290208.Terminal3.0845.FlightSQ802.SingaporeToBeijing.

this would be the first step in a 7 month trip that is probably gonna change my life ...

aiky

aiky wrote in white | 9:19 PM

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Morning, supposedly the best time to think.

The time when one's mind is at it's freshest.

At it's peak.

It's with this thought in mind, this sudden clarity, that I've decided to pen down some thoughts.

I have no idea why or what has triggered me to go back into this mindset, this set of thoughts which I thought I have long banished from my mind. Or maybe it's just that I've merely being ignoring it instead of actually really forgetting it. Wow. I'm actually at a loss for words. That's right the confident outspoken me is at a loss for words. I have no idea how to put this feeling into words I guess.

But. There is salvation yet. The prospect of what the future holds.

I had that feeling for all of a few hours yesterday.

After which I somehow reverted back to my vegetable state.

I want to gain that feeling back.

Confidence. Determination. Perseverance. Motivation.

I want it all.

aiky wrote in white | 9:19 AM

Thursday, February 7, 2008

First conscious act of the new year was to turn on my laptop .

Old habits die hard huh .

2nd act was to open up my browser to blog .

Haven't been blogging much cause I've been lazy/busy/pre-occupied.

No i haven't got a girlfriend yet regarding the last part.

Rather I've been making preparations for my exodus.
Lol that makes it sound like i've been exiled.
Nah just making preparations for my attachment.

Flight has been confirmed but not paid for =x

I'll be leaving on the 29th of Feb , 0845 , Flight SQ 802 departing from Terminal 3.
Return is not yet confirmed as I may or may not choose to extend my stay there.

School's out as of last week.

Study break.
But meh .
Knowing me.
I'll only start studying like next week.

Lest I forget , Happy Lunar New Year !

This poem has been on my mind for a long time ...

Footprints on the Heart

Some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some people move our souls to dance.
They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom.
Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon.
They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts
And we are never, ever the same.

time to move on dear boy , time to move on .

aiky wrote in white | 8:20 AM