Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Morning, supposedly the best time to think.
The time when one's mind is at it's freshest.
At it's peak.
It's with this thought in mind, this sudden clarity, that I've decided to pen down some thoughts.
I have no idea why or what has triggered me to go back into this mindset, this set of thoughts which I thought I have long banished from my mind. Or maybe it's just that I've merely being ignoring it instead of actually really forgetting it. Wow. I'm actually at a loss for words. That's right the confident outspoken me is at a loss for words. I have no idea how to put this feeling into words I guess.
But. There is salvation yet. The prospect of what the future holds.
I had that feeling for all of a few hours yesterday.
After which I somehow reverted back to my vegetable state.
I want to gain that feeling back.
Confidence. Determination. Perseverance. Motivation.
I want it all.
aiky wrote in white | 9:19 AM