the secret of the world ; is written in the stars

Saturday, May 17, 2008

the saying home is where the heart is can't be more true .

it is only when we are away from it that we realize how precious it is .

yet when we are finally home , we forget how precious it is all over again .

such is human nature .

life is becoming more and more routine .

work . home . work . home . throw in an off day . work . home . and so on .

sure it's an experience . as all things are experience in life .

it's just a matter of what you learn and what you pick up .

and also when you get yourself together after a screwup .

somehow i just don't feel like talking much these days ... the people around me now probably wouldn't understand me ... and even if i did try to explain , they'd probably just listen to make me feel better ...

afterall , they've only known me for 2-3 months ?

how can they compare to the people i've known for longer ?

who knows what's gonna happen after the remaining 3 months is over ?

we'd probably go our own ways , afterall , our interests differ , we do completely different things and if not for this attachment we'd probably never even meet ...

in case any of you happen to read this ...
which i highly doubt ,
i do wanna hang out with you guys but i know it's hard for you guys to find common topics to talk about to make me feel included and most times i do realize that you do try hard ... i appreciate the effort but it's not worth it ... i also know that most of my topics are of little interest and too serious for you all ... it's come to the point where i feel i have little or nothing to talk about at all ... just like oil and water ... it's never ever gonna mix well .

i guess i'm still ever the stubborn bull who refuses to change ... but thats who i am ... was ... is and always will be ...

aye ... but i'll sure cherish the times we've spent so far ... it's been a blast .

next post will prob be photos ... but no promises ... haha ...

~aiky

aiky wrote in white | 11:35 AM