Saturday, June 28, 2008
200th Post .
Just in case you're wondering .
I folded every single star in that jar.
All 1000 of them.
And I gave it away.
Making a wish for her to be happy.
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My Last Reprise ~aiky
Tonight's the night
It ends tonight.
One final strike.
One final chord.
This last harmony,
will fade away.
Music fades to dust.
Dust fades to nothingness.
So ends this sonata.
This bittersweet suite.
Thus ends,
My last reprise.
aiky
aiky wrote in white | 10:59 PM
Sunday, June 8, 2008
how important can someone be that ,
you go to sleep thinking about that someone ,
you dream about that someone ,
and you wake up thinking about that someone ?
it's either that or
i'm crazy .
i'm leaning towards the latter .
went to Beijing University yesterday .
beautiful place , cheap food , huge compound ...
how those three are linked
i've no idea ...
hahait was a damn long journey though . freaking near 2 hours bus ride from my place ...
sat on my butt till it hurt ...
left our place at 10 and got there at freaking 12 , 'cause we didn't have breakfast we were practically starving when we got there ...
first think we did was to locate a canteen .
and when we found one after asking several students , we realized that you needed a freaking student card to buy food .
luckily we got lucky on our first approach to ask students to help us get a meal .
damn good food and an amazingly cheap price ...
so having satisfied our stomachs , we wondered around the place ...
i must say , it's a place for reading and relaxing ...
but i don't see how the hell people
actaully study there ,
it's too freaking peaceful and relaxing too study la ...
the atmosphere is so ...
damn , a good book and a nice spot and you're set for a day of relaxation
yeah ... lost my chain of thoughts so i'll just end here for now ...
will prob go back to Peking U another day myself , grab a book and stay there till nightfall ...
i'm sure it's even more beautiful there at night than in the day
~aiky
aiky wrote in white | 9:38 AM
Thursday, June 5, 2008
it's been a while since i penned down my thoughts ...
i don't know why i suddenly felt like doing so but here i am
so many things are going through my mind it hurts.
so many things but most are nothing compared to what i think of most ...
came across this line in a poem that would perfectly describe how i feel ...
have you ever felt so fake , laughing over things that make your heart ache ...
i laugh out loud,
but girl,
it hurts deep down .
and i know you know.
and that makes it hurt even more.
and work is not exactly perfect ...
i need more patience .
something which i lack ?
i dunno .
ahhh ... i've had too much to drink ....
can't think straight ...
k.o
one thing on my mind . and thats you.
~aiky
aiky wrote in white | 10:59 PM