the secret of the world ; is written in the stars

Thursday, October 2, 2008

dancing in the moonlight

dreamt of doing just that last night ...
mmmm if only it could have been real ... hahaha ...
some years later perhaps =p
*honeymoon idea*

i guess i'm gonna leave things beyond my control ...
stay the way they are ...

and i dunno ... but i find myself irritating as hell ...
like ... does anyone feel annoyed when i pop up on msn ?
ahahaha ... i feel annoyed at myself ...
been toying with the idea of removing msn ...
anything you needa contact me about ... there's always the phone ...

i've never really liked the idea of talking to people when i can't see their expressions ...
like over msn ... you kinda give people the idea that you're something you're not ...
there's only so much you can express through words that are just that ...
words ...

i've always prefered to meet people face to face ... to get a feel of what they are really talking about ... and to see if there's anything there to generate chemistry be it friendship or more ...
sometimes i think people engage in conversations online just to kill boredem ...

and i'm a pretty boring person to talk to unless you're into the same things as me ... which is so rare ... it's like if i could find someone who shared my interests ... it'd be like striking lottery or something ... my music tastes vary so much ... but i have this interest for oldies that is pretty much rare among people among my generation ... i enjoy reading ... but rarely mainstream stuff ... to date i haven't read a single Harry Potter book ...

well i'm not going to talk about it no more ... i sense people already bored to death ...

~aiky

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