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Sunday, November 30, 2008

gotta be somebody

by nickelback is a damn good song.
you should go listen to it.

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There's gotta be somebody for me like that.

talking is the best way to get things out of your system ...
hanging out with friends and reminiscing about the past is a good way to forget the present and remembering a time gone by when life was really really good ...
than again ... you only appreciate what you had when it's over ... way past over ...
at this point in time you feel like crap ...
but days,weeks,months,years later ...
you laugh at your stupidity for feeling like crap at that point in time ...
sometimes i wish i could just skip the crappy part and just go the laughing part ...

one thing i realized recently is that ...
friends come and go ... why ?
it takes effort to keep friends ...
you need to take the effort to maintain and nurture friendships ...
sometimes you choose to spend more time with certain friends ...
and neglect others ... you end up losing some ...
sometimes ... you really can't help it ...
one side just stops talking ...
and you think ... maybe it was just a passing phase ...
some people get bored easily ... i guess ... and they simply just fade away ...
but i'm thankful for the friendship we shared however temporary it was ...
others ... have somehow managed to survive for so many years ...
and you wonder ... what's the formula that kept our friendships alive?

will my friendship with you last through the winter?
or by this time next year, will you be just another memory?

whatever it is, i'm glad it happened

(:

aiky wrote in white | 8:52 AM