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Friday, November 14, 2008

hit the brick wall again

for the second time this semester ...
i've drawn a big mind blank as to what am i doing ...
my focus isn't on school anymore i guess ...
though i need to get it back fast ...
cause next week is a shit load of presentations ...

looking back at what has happened in the last few days ...
there's no reason for being drained ...
other than the fact that i was sick ...
everything's been fine ...

as far as i can say it is ...
some things can't be controlled ...
and you can't exactly please everyone ...
trying to please everyone will only result in running myself ragged ...
which i already have ...

i want some time out from school ...
not worrying about school and just letting go ...
which is why i look forward to weekends when i can meet up with friends ...
but somehow ... weekends are also my most productive time's of the week ...
and i end up canceling on friends ...
which makes two parties of people unhappy ...
me and my friends ...

not to mention i haven't exactly been spending time with my family on weekends ...
i guess this is how life will be when i hit the army too ...

went for dinner at al-azhar on wednesday ...
the hokkien mee was pretty good actually !
i'm starting to think this place has pretty good food all around lar !

thursday morning ... had a debate during MIS class ...
interesting stuff lar ... no surprise who the team picked to be last speaker ~_~
jeez ...

as you can see ... thats all i can remember in 2 days ...

other than the things that made me smile of course
hehe ... but that's only for me to know

(:

well ... way to go ... i started off negative but came back positive !

aiky wrote in white | 7:44 AM