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Saturday, November 1, 2008

i'm going crazy over you but you'll never know

yet at the same time i feel it's so absurd .
once again it's this battle of conscious vs sub-conscious .
i offer no explanation for this silly behaviour .
i offer nothing but an apology to all who are affected by my spells of staring into space and sudden loss of chain of thought as well as other not very cool things ... haha ...

i'm gonna go on a limb and assume that certain people don't know about this blog
*i can only hope*
and that she most certainly does not know about this blog ...
so i'll say it out that

i have a huge crush on you girl

i want to say that, i hope we can remain friends for now.
i know you treat me like a friend. and i also want to to treat you like a friend.
and it's not like it's possible to be anything more than friends now.
considering how we met.
it's actually rather a miracle we're still talking.

i guess my closer friends would know who i'm talking about.

well enough about all that ...

where did i leave off last time ...
oh right ...

donated blood for the first time ever on thursday.
it was an experience that was quite livable actually.
everyone has fear's of needles and blood.
but both are involved when it comes to donating blood.
and i'll be damned if i said i wasn't afraid as hell.

but i went through with it anyway ...
it was quite painless actually ...
hahaha ...

there was actually this huge group of people who were queuing to donate blood ...
so i suppose that's good right ?
saw lots of guys with girls ... and many were like me first timers ...
prob trying to impress girls ... these guys ... haha
well i've got no one to impress at the moment ... take that !

so i got this butt load of proof i donated blood for the first time ...
- a "be gentle to me. this is my first donation" sticker
- an instruction card on what to do after donating blood for first timers
- a certificate that awards me the "No Chicken Award" for courage in making my 1st blood donation

lol ...

but for all that ... the sense of satisfaction at having done something good is well ... good lar !
although my left arm is damn cui ... even now ...
hahaha ...

went to al-azhar for a well deserved dinner

ordered the mee goreng , nann and the mutton masala . holy shit man.
the most shiok things i've eaten in a while .

the garlic nann was pure ownage . the mutton masala was melt in your mouth .
the mee goreng and ayam goreng was not too bad .
oh and the bandung godzilla was awesome . bandung + ice-cream + milo powder + whipped cream ...
*drooling*

friday ...
ahhh
boring day...

boring morning.
quite shag actually ...

woke up early ... like at 7 ?

but just didn't feel like going for school
IEA tutorial went ... ok ... starting to understand it ...

discussed projects for a while ...
did some publicity for OIAP ...

mmm ... yeah ...

went home ...

went to changi village for dinner ...
it's a really nice place there now ...
yeah ...

a nice place for dinner and a walk with someone special ?

i'm livin' on a prayer

aiky wrote in white | 7:35 AM