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Monday, February 16, 2009
it's been a long time ...


since i even felt this way.
and it's all because i overthink things.

this entry shouldn't even be written.
cause i don't have the mood for it at all.
but i guess i do need a channel for this.

been thinking about the same thing for days.
getting back the logical answers.
thinking along logical lines.
and the answers make so much sense.
the only person i'm deluding is myself.
there's no way this is happening and for too many reasons to list.
so what's the point in deluding myself?
because of what?
pride?
ego?
the belief i should give it my best shot?
the fact that i don't know how to give up?
or is it just plain simple me being as stubborn as a bull like the taurus i am.

i'm just tired.
finally finished all there is to do.
and after the two final papers next week.
i'll need to do some serious soul searching.
what do i really want.
what can i really get.

and hopefully. get some answers.

perhaps this would give me some sort of a gauge.
perhaps.



三个问题。 一，喜不喜欢？ 二，喜不喜欢？ 三, 喜不喜欢？


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