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Friday, April 23, 2010
fool again.


really it's no one's fault.
life's just like that.

it's just me. as my 21st approaches. i look back at this life i've led.
i've got nothing much to show for it.

my studies haven't been fantastic.
i never did get around to losing as much weight as i wanted to.
i've made friends but really how many ?
a handful. most are just aquaintences.
my dreams ? frankly, i never dreamed much when i was younger.
while others have always dreamed of a future job as something.
i can't even look beyond the next few months.
my love life ? it's been a series of infatuations that i take FAR FAR too seriously.
the hopeless romantic ? think that's me.
i never give up. and i just end up making a fool of myself time and again.
as a good friend puts it.
"what stupid "i don't care what's gonna happen i'm going to do it anyway " thing did you do this time"

well , i haven't done anything of that sort recently , just too tired of trying even.
but hey , if i do , i'll always let you know.

拿得起就要放得下

i must start to put certain things down.
before i drown myself in emotions i can't control.

maybe i'm on too negative a note today. maybe.
haven't been feeling at ease with myself.
the inner peace i had a month ago just disappeared.


aiky wrote in white | 8:31 AM




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