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Saturday, May 8, 2010

21 and counting

so i've finally turned 21 , it's funny , i don't feel any different than before.
i'm still me.

it's been a week of roller-coaster emotions.
a week of really high up's and really low down's.

started the week pretty happy
booked in happy , looking forward to the day i turned 21.

sunday

met up with ks , johnnie and terry.
lunch was great !

monday

first day of the working week and we get tekan by the instructors.
damn bad mood.

tuesday

my birthday , but no different from any other day.
glad that my platoon mates tried to make it different (:
and heh , got a cake from the Commanders !

wednesday

a rather short day at site
a good day too , booked out for a rather long nights-out
went home to rest for awhile
met shane for dinner
went back to camp ...
and lol , shane kena summoned while we were having dinner cause he didn't put a a coupon on his car :S
oh and S1 finally solved the admin problem and i got promoted to LCP , heh , backdated to March.
and woo. SIT offered me a place.

thursday

nothing much to say about it

friday

the longawaited results for my MRI.
and the news is not good at all.
i went in expected them to say the MRI came out with nothing , that i'd just be fine with lots of physio for my back muscles.
but fate likes her fun.
turns out i have a slipped disk.

i can't be bothered to type out every single thing that ran through my mind since i got the news.
too many problems are gonna come out ... and i'm not looking forward to the administrative nightmare that is gonna result ...

there are some other things that are on my mind too . but there doesn't seem to be anyone i can talk to about ... i can't bring myself to type it out ... and i'm supposed to be mature enough to handle this ... so i shall just take time to think through things ... i can't keep repeating my mistakes , my actions . it's just stupid .

gotta find the strength to pull through this situation.

aiky wrote in white | 7:44 AM