Wednesday, May 12, 2010
the silence is deafening
with each passing day ...
it's as if i've got less and less to look forward to ...
friends ...
family ...
everyone's just caught up in their own lives ...
i'm not blaming anyone ...
i'm just going through a really tough time ...
and i really wish there's someone who can be there for me ...
yes , i do have a friend or two willing to hear me out ... thank god for them ...
but it's not like just talking about it once or twice is gonna make me feel better ...
and i really feel bad occupying so much of their time talking about the same things over and over again ...
i feel sick of myself ...
hopefully things get better ... but i don't see that happening in the near future ...
and the disappointment from last week ... i can't seem to get over it ...
perhaps that's meant to be ...
life is so practical these days .... too practical ...
aiky wrote in white | 7:49 PM