Friday, October 26, 2007
I figured that I've more or less come to terms with myself ...
I should follow what my head says ...
As a friend said ...
"what can you emo about
ur studies and family are doing fine
nothing much for a teenager to emo about
other stuff are unnecessary"
I guess these words hit something within .
That they are somewhat true makes it all the more close to home.
People have been telling me for years ...
That I'm too trusting . That I'm too nice . That I care too much about others .
I guess that's true .
And I always thought that it was a good thing .
After all what goes around comes around .
That one day , I'll get what I should .
But people just take advantage of this .
I'm sick and tired of giving out my trust .
I'm sick and tired of giving of being nice .
I'm sick and tired of caring too much .
In this world . Nothing is certain .
It's a dog eat dog world .
And it's every man for himself .
So why the fuck should I care about the rest .
So why the fuck should I bother about anything that's not my concern .
As far as I'm concerned .
It's me i should be bothered about .
Everyone else not important enough can just fuck off .
Keep your friends close, and your enemies closer. - Sun Tzu in
The Art Of War
aiky wrote in white | 10:57 PM